I think everyone of you had read the new of 22 young boy commit suicide just because he ws dumped by his gf.
It remind me the heart pain feeling i was suffer after being i break off by my secondary school bf and the unbearable period when i was being betray by my college bf. That time I kept asked myself how am I going to survive? How to live without them?Why he want to do that for me? How should I respond when I saw him with new gf? Should I beg him?
Whatever love song you listen, tears will dropped; Whatever love story you watch, will remind you and him. you will match you love story to whatever you saw, heard and felt.
However i never thought of end of my life bcoz for me it was a very unfilial to my parents who gave me thier best. Today i thought back what i did after break up, I was sooooo SILLY!!!!! is damn stupid.
Luckily that time i had my best frenz beside me, Hui wen, Pue Chu,Bernice, and the most important person is-Amelie. She always there to listen my repeated & repeated sad story to her, I still remember her innocent face when she listen my story, she passed me tissues when i cried. I am sure I wouldn't recover so fast if I don't have them, If I nvr thought of my family.
This heartbroken love make me growth, make me understand who is my best frenz, mk me understand what is love. I gained alot from my ex-bf, and thanks them I had my fiance.
If he suicide because he was being chase by family, or he was broke, or he plan to cheat the insurance claim for family, or he was suffered by critical illness...I still can accept.
It was damn stupid for the boy who leave their loved family just for the girls that not loved him anymore.
Please be strong if you experienced unhappy love relationship, trust me the better one is coming!
the more beautiful things in life a awaiting you upfront, time will let everything past. We have to go on and stay strong, for those people that love you, for better future...
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