短暂的快乐

今天妈妈告诉我爸爸说以别去旅行了... 出门回来, 家里好象变了, 大家好象都变得不快乐.
我听了, 心抖了一, 好难过, 存了这么久的钱, 计划了这么多, 以为能让他们很开心.
这是我从小到的愿望, 原以为我实现了, 我以为我做到了, 能让我爱的人开心和让他们有个快乐得回忆.
原来他们要的快乐和幸福我做不到.那么简单容易的事,我办不到.
觉得自己很没用,很差劲... 好自责, 对不起...

Farewell-Poon

5th July-Mid Valley Vietname Restaurant

Me, Bi, Poon & Grace, this is the first time 4 of us sitting down taking meal and chatting like close friends. Never imagine will have this day as all these while we are avoiding to having meal with him, he will start to talk about life, work and alot alot theory which make me no appetite and difficult to digest...

He share with us his weddding photo and his planning. I gave a hug to Grace (Mrs. Poon) and whisper to her that ''make sure u inform me when u pregnant oh'', she as usual reply with a silly smile that 'nola,nola, ok la I will tell u, hehhe...''

Me and bi always wonder how 'little Poon'' will looks like, and I always say that sure I will revenge on little Poon, but actually we will be happy for him when he become a daddy.

Now our relationship with Poon had change, from Ex-citibank collegue, to Ex-boss, Ex-working partner to now FRIEND. But I think I will treat him as my brother in future more as he always scold me, torture me and care of me with his sincere heart...despite how he treat us, I will never forget him and hope that he have a better life on his new career & family. Now he should be enjoying his honeymoon at Bali, hope one day I have the chance to look for him at Indonesia.