B 仔

My nightmare is coming, Operation Meeting is coming. I hate to prepare power point, I hate to present it in front all the regional manager and group head. Especially since i left HQ, long time i din present. Besides, i will be on leave till 29th and submission date is 1st. I still need to reserve time prepare report for my regional manager also. Must give improvement plan, analysis that support ur plan and expected collection result and prodcutivity change on the plan. OMG, errrksssss....

B 仔knew that I'm worry, long time already promise will help me to do the slide.
Yesterday, I woke up sitting in front of the PC from morning till 5pm, in between go back office and take some data.

Luckily,B 仔 is accompany me all the while. I kept repeating asking the same question frustately,B 仔 still will reply me patiently. When I cannot figure out how to justify the point, i see him thinking sincerely to help me. When i sitting there, squeezing my eyebrown and seems like couldn't breath, B 仔will sayang me softly. When i say i wish to back office, he immediate offer to send me to office, he waiting for me at the stuffy office long time.
That time i feel that he really change, he seems like understand me well, he seems like knew what i need, he seem like aware how to comfort me.

last time, i not dare to tell him my work problem as i scare he dun bother on it, i worry that he will angry I'm wasting my time on work. I not dare to talk to him abt my work problems last time, as that will only mk me more sad & pressure, I had to pretend nothing in fornt on him.

During dinner time I told B 仔that my dream is to sponsor the rural area poor kids on thier education as I know the feeling couldn't further my study dreams due to financial difficulties. And If this poor kids can learn well and become a useful person, I'm sure they could change thier family & other ppl's life. that's really meaningful~~ But I'm afraid that I couldn't sponsor them consistently every month without failed with my current financial income, that why I haven't initial it. B 仔 heard that, he support my suggestion and told me that, if I 1 person couldnt commit, don worry 2 of us sure can sponsor one.

I'm soooo sooo soo suprise to heard that, as I though B 仔will either reject or keep quite (not support) after heard. I always feel that he is a negative person, he dun understand me.
But now, he totally change, he knew what i m scare off, he din complaint on it, he even show his sympathy and feel heart pain when I'm pressure.

Without him, yesterday will be a very difficult day for me to spend alone. I nvr expect this change from him. Of coz, I hope he could maintain this forever...I Love u B 仔!!!

Raya Holiday

I spent my weekend at Melacca, what I can describe the melacca during holiday period is hot, full of crowd, jam and long queue every where. However, is better than staying at home do nothing. Me and and B 仔 start depart from Melacca ard 11.30pm, we very very tire and sleepy during journey back as we walking around Hot melacca whole day. We had stop at the rest station few times to rest & take nap, suffer so long then reach home by 3:00pm.
My advice, never ever visit the hot tourist spot during public holiday, more time and $ wasted!!!

Next day spend some time to bought present for G.K open house & watch 'where got ghost?' with parents, is funny d lor!

Besides, B 仔 and mum also accompany me go paraylze orphanage for visitation. After got my bonus, I want to contribute some for them. when the PIC explain to us that now they shortage of fund and yet to pay the untility bills that cost few K, I feel very guilty heard that as my contribution seems too little and couldnt help much. B 仔keep console me that, as long I done what I can that's enough.