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Thursday, October 14, 2010

Don't Regret

There is a real sad story i want to share

Ms. C- My ex-staff in KL office

When Ms. C join company 4 years ago, she have fat & Auntie appearance with very loud voice.
Bcoz of this, there is no Team leader willing to take her. I take her unwillingly also, but suprisingly she is a very aggressive lady, she will try her level best to achieve all the target it, be it target total calls, total collection. She never go for lunch and toilet break bcoz she insist want to achieve her target before she go back, eventhough she stay at Klang (2 hours ++ distance) but she everyday stayback till 9pm. Due to her hard work, she start to shine in her career...
We converted her from contract staff to permanant staff, she promote as team leaders, and now she is the Assistant Manager...

I had witness her success journey, eventhough she have some attitude problems after she success but she still that strong.

2 years ago before I transfer, she always will share with me her personal things (she have not much frenz). She hope to get marry, every morning she reached office very early and she will spend time surfing marriage vow webpages. She started to save $ for her wedding. Every time I I will question her when met her, she will smile and replied ''Janelle, coming coming, I am saving the $''

Finally after 2 years +, past few months I receive her invitation for her engagement on Mid of November. Eventhough I dun plan to attend it but I still glad that her dreams finally come true.

Something unexpected happened on 10/10/10.
Her future-fiance and fren on bike was knocked by trailer during they out for invitation, both die on spot!!! All her dream are GONE!!!
I not dare to call her, bcoz i knew i couldnt help anything. Any condolence message is bullshit.
I found out from frenz, she is very unstable and still couldn't accept, keep crying when anyone call her.

My heart very pain when heard that, Ms. C is happily prepare for her next mth engagement and this is what she hope for long, an accident change the ending.
I always read the similiar story frm newppr, when this happend on someone u know, the feeling is different.

Her story reali enlighthen me alot...
I always wonder when is the best time, I always say I am still not ready, I always say I need time, but I dunnoe that IF one day there is 'No tomorrow' on us, I will regret that we moving so slow, I will regret I still not yet step to the next stage, I will blame myself that keep hesitate for alot thing...

I dunwan to regret, I dunwan to waste my time in blame my job, I dunwan to spend time to frust on those tiny issues...I must cherish every moment with my family, my love & my frenz