Overdue Overdue Post

My bf bring the lappie to s'pore, I am very lazy use the slow desktop to online.
Kenot find my card reader, unable to post alot photo taken
witting post without photo cannot describe best on the real mean...

1. Wedding preparation
2. Daddy B'day celebration
3. Staff dinner

Be patient with me till the lappie & card reader back ya! :P

Games or Politics

Is a very busy & Excited week.

Received my bonus on 26th but i had finish it 80% within 20 mins, :( Geng Leh!
I jz log in my internet banking, settle my my debt with few clicks, Habis!
Maybe I din give much hope on the bonus, and receive the news that my Japanese Boss rate my region lowest grade...anyhow is much better than my expectation.

There alot unexpected & new issues in my work this weeks,busy to solve it on time.
I keep told myself that is good that I can learn new things and gain better experience but still frust when need to deal with those idiot ppl, you cannot scold them as they not ur direct subordinate, sometime I even need to speak very politely to them since they also management level.
It is very exhausted that everyday need to squeeze the brain juice figure out how to fight with them and get things done. I hate those stupid & lazy ppl who jz like to push ard on their job.

This late evening received a calls frm someone, this secret man trying to tell me some internal secret that one of management is 'Targeted' my region. (hmmm, mean find chance to trap us down). I feel sad that after receive that calls.

1) What is his intention to call me? Is he really want to remind me be careful OR
just want me to bcome part of their chess in this politic games?

2) Why the management boy want to target me? Jz bcoz he want us to achieve target OR we
are not co-operate enough with his stupid request sometimes?
Come on, pls be reminded that I am ur staff, your bonus is depend on me and my staff!!!

The best part is I have to pretend to thanks him to being so kind and take risk to share this news to me.

Nowadays to avoid my Japanese Boss have lagi worse perception on me (the despicable HQ boss keep bad step my region), everything I will have to CC him to prevent he got the filter news...OMG, I need to join this kind of games again, I need to wear my mask be a hypocritical office lady, yuccksss!!!

勇氣

昨 天 收 到 了 一 位 朋 友 的 好 消 ， 她 注 册 了 ，她找 到 了 她 的 另 一 伴 了 ， 她 也 快 要 当 妈 妈 了 。 。 。

虽 然 我 的 第 一 表 情 是 惊 讶 地 ， 因 为 一 直 以 为 她 是 单 身 的 ， 所 以 有 点 "吓:" 到 。

但 是 真 的 为 她 能 够 这 么 快 的 踏 上 人 生 得 另 一 个 结 阶 段 感 道 欣 慰。

她 让 我 想 起 当 初 我 和 B仔的 那 段 见 不 得 光 ， 偷 偷 摸 摸 的 爱 情 : 那 段 不 被 大 家 祝 福和 认 同 的 感 情 。 什 么 不 开 心 ，什 么痛 都 不 敢 说 ，只 能 拼 明 吞 进 肚 里 ，每 天 都 要 演 戏 ，每 天 都 要 装 的 不 让 公 司 的 人 发 现 ， 那 时 也 不 明 白 自 己 为 什 么 要 选 择 这 段 那 么 幸 苦 的 路 。没 有 经 历 这 一 切 的 人 绝 对 不 了 解 那 种 辛 苦 。

是 傻 吗 ?是 笨 吗 ?

是 爱 吧 !

是 爱 让 我 们 紧 紧 的 握 着 对 方 的 手 不 放 ， 是 爱 让 我 们 一 步 一 步 的 为 对 方 改 变 ， 是 爱 让 我 们 努 力 的 让 这 段 恋 情 见 光 ， 是 爱 让 我 们 用 心 得 到 大 家 的 认 同 和 祝 福 ， 是 爱 让 我 们 坚 持 到 今 天 。 。 。

从 B仔跟 我 求 婚 ， 买 屋 子 ， 准 备 结 婚 的 过 程 。 。 。 让 我 回 想 以 前 的 辛 苦 是 值 得 的!

我 不 能 够 完 全 体 会 她 那 复 杂 的 心 情 ， 但 我 知 道 她 是 幸 福 的 。

她 得 到 了 家 人 们 的 体 谅 和 接 受 ， 她 有 了 他 们 爱 得 结 晶 ， 她 遇 见 一 个 愿 意 照 顾 和 爱 她 的 人 生 伴 侣 ， 最 重 要 的 她 得 到 她 最 在 意 重 要 朋 友 们 的 祝 福 。 。 。

在 这 段 恋 情 让 她 意 外 的 发 现 她 其 实 得 到 了 更 多 ，她 原 来 有 个 多 么 体 谅 她 的 家 人 ， 她 能 感 受 到 宝 宝 在 踢 她 肚 子 的 感 觉 ， 她 得 到 了 对 她 不 离 不 弃 的 老 公 ， 她 有 着 一 群 陪 着 她 的 朋 友 。 。 。 她 得 到 了 这 么 多 别 人 未 必 能拥 有 的 !

虽 然 她 和 他 还 有 着 一 些 些 的 小 问 题 需 要 去 面 对 ， 我 相 信 她 们 那 满 满 的 爱 会 让 她 们 比 我和 B仔更 勇 敢 ， 我 有 信 心 她 的 附 出 都 也 是 值 得 的! 爱 就 是 要 有 勇 气 的 !

如 果 你 们 看 到 了这 篇 ，千 万 别 问 我 她 是 谁?发 生 了 什 么 事 ， 只 请 你 也 和 我 一 样 为 她 和 他 的 爱 情 献 上 祝 福

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

Don't Regret

There is a real sad story i want to share

Ms. C- My ex-staff in KL office

When Ms. C join company 4 years ago, she have fat & Auntie appearance with very loud voice.
Bcoz of this, there is no Team leader willing to take her. I take her unwillingly also, but suprisingly she is a very aggressive lady, she will try her level best to achieve all the target it, be it target total calls, total collection. She never go for lunch and toilet break bcoz she insist want to achieve her target before she go back, eventhough she stay at Klang (2 hours ++ distance) but she everyday stayback till 9pm. Due to her hard work, she start to shine in her career...
We converted her from contract staff to permanant staff, she promote as team leaders, and now she is the Assistant Manager...

I had witness her success journey, eventhough she have some attitude problems after she success but she still that strong.

2 years ago before I transfer, she always will share with me her personal things (she have not much frenz). She hope to get marry, every morning she reached office very early and she will spend time surfing marriage vow webpages. She started to save $ for her wedding. Every time I I will question her when met her, she will smile and replied ''Janelle, coming coming, I am saving the $''

Finally after 2 years +, past few months I receive her invitation for her engagement on Mid of November. Eventhough I dun plan to attend it but I still glad that her dreams finally come true.

Something unexpected happened on 10/10/10.
Her future-fiance and fren on bike was knocked by trailer during they out for invitation, both die on spot!!! All her dream are GONE!!!
I not dare to call her, bcoz i knew i couldnt help anything. Any condolence message is bullshit.
I found out from frenz, she is very unstable and still couldn't accept, keep crying when anyone call her.

My heart very pain when heard that, Ms. C is happily prepare for her next mth engagement and this is what she hope for long, an accident change the ending.
I always read the similiar story frm newppr, when this happend on someone u know, the feeling is different.

Her story reali enlighthen me alot...
I always wonder when is the best time, I always say I am still not ready, I always say I need time, but I dunnoe that IF one day there is 'No tomorrow' on us, I will regret that we moving so slow, I will regret I still not yet step to the next stage, I will blame myself that keep hesitate for alot thing...

I dunwan to regret, I dunwan to waste my time in blame my job, I dunwan to spend time to frust on those tiny issues...I must cherish every moment with my family, my love & my frenz

Tim B'day Celebration

Eventhough I had confirm my attendance on the Tim secret B'day celebration but on that night I was feel like wan to run away again. Lucikly I still force myself to go as i think is time for me to release my stress....

Venue: Walker

Sis & Evon
Cheers for B'day Boy

Can u imagibe he is younger than me

I love this pic alot

I was abit tipsy

Tim's net frenz

Weiming aka Evon'bf

He was obedient when we request him to take photo with this lady/guy

The flower printed dress lady is the free gift for Tim, whole night stick on him
When we request them to kiss, she immediately extend her tongue,

and of coz Tim 'Respond'

See my reaction, I was more high than them..lol!

Tim bei tahan us keep teasing him, at last he said 'Ok la, I fuck and let u guys see'', guess what?

The lady reali pose in ready mode, can u see is trying to take off his pant?

Of coz, they din continue, jz for fun

Tim is forcing DJ to bottom up the liquor

Adam @ Tim's Bro- photographer of the day

Gotcha!!!

Sis was drunk, she keep holding my hand and not allow me to go back

Oreo, me, Evon, Adam's Wife, sis

The most suprice part is next day i still wake up on time to work, I am glad that I still mk it at last, I feel better after swinging and shouting in the club...it mk me feel young again and I feel better now!

We finally found IT!

I am sooo sorry that I forgot to disclose good news that I mentioned in my earlier post will announce on 8th Sep. I was too busy and no time to blog after that, pls forgive me


We found the house finally
YES! We Got it at last!

4 Rooms, double storey at Pelangi area with fully renovate, and had a huge bathroom (too bad no bathtub, but space is more than enough to install). Still need some touched up for the wall and cracked part

Is realy unexpected for us to get the house, Specially thank to our Auntie house agent that so patient to looking the house for us, we never seach and contact other agent except HER.

She is not like those unethical and those story turing sales agent, auntie always ask me dun decide so fast whenI was 50-50 for the house we viewed, she told us spend few hundre thousand must get the house u love. I was so paisei that she brought us so many hse but keep tak jadi (like I m fussy client)

Auntie agent told me "Miss, I was so happy for both of you that got your house' she even advice me how to manage my marriage. She is reali cute auntie, when we pay her the agent fee she request us Must invite her for house warming, and she will ready big present for us.

We are almost give up the hope can get 2nd hand renovated, 2 storey house, 4 rooms, and must locate in JB town. Most of the JB house are torn and old, some with renovated but asking price is unreasonable high. We even plan to change plan for those new develop house, but very far and always jam, jam, jam, super not convenient for us.

During the journey we search for house, we had few arguement and I even blame my parents for stopping me go for those overprice/below my expectation jz for the reason I dun wish to delay our wedding plan. I also blame B仔 for not aggressive looking house.

But after we got this dream house, I realise that I was too childish, I am Sorry!!!
I reali appreciate my family and fiance who love me so much. This house searching period is another learning stage for us and I am glad that I can experience all these during our wedding preparation.

I will be more mature, promise!

Fiance B reali remember what I hope for my future home.I feel very touched, when he told me that 'Baby, we jz buy simple cabinet when we move in once we have more saving then I will build your dream closet.'
I love you, pls keep your word hor!

We are so excited on the new house, and start planning how to deco future home.
Eventhough is a new financial burden yet is another big step for our wedding preparation.

Sweet Weekend-Due post

Thnk to PM give me extra PH, eventhough today need to work but luckily jz half day.
Let me finish my outstanding post.

Finally we had dating during the fasting month, soo good that fasting month no one go for movie, there is no queue needed to buy ticket, save time. After movie B仔 bring me for ice-cream that I tempting for long

shuang dao~~
Rum Raisin (my fav ) & peanut butter ice cream
mix with the honey coated walnnut...it mk me flying to sky

After half day dating, we went family dinner at Bkt Indah 乐乐steamboat buffet, is quite famous also. this is my 2nd time

Is a 2-in 1 steambat, the variety of steamboat is not much and soup base is normal but the chili sauce and sambal is very famous , sambal chili "main attraction' for this steamboat, last time i go only left the empty bowl for the sambal chili

Pinky Fish shape fishcake-lovely rite?

Fried Yam dumpling and Foo Jut

Pork Slice

Beef slice

Bon Appetit

Sis peeled alot prawn and we fried it with sambal-Sambal prawn

The fried bak gua also very soft and sweet

We wait so long till the soup hot

B is enjoy...he is the victim in this buffet as we all are on diet and not dare to eat those oily food.

End up, he was the appointed tong sampah Taken by sis & secretly change to my i phone wall paper

we finish the dinner quite early, so we went to horizon hill show village have a look.

he is actually over-stuffed by food, sitting there to rest
fantasy on enjoy my high-tea
Sis promise give me same potrait for my future home
Hello Kitty princess room