My breakfast

This morning got home make breakfast...

from B仔? from mum?

No, no, no....is Ady...He prepare breakfast for her lazy n naughthy gf, then got extra stock...so i got chance to enjoy, yum...yum..

Akwful Feeling

I dunnoe how to express this feeling, I'm not asking appreciation or return for what i did.
I talk to Boss last nite for 3 hours, but i couldnt get what i want, 'Janelle what i can say is 'sorry' for my ignorance to u last nite, happend is already happend but i cannot give u any promise. Thanks for ur trust to me and frank to me'

I dunnoe why I'm like that, tear keep dropping non-stop when alone, very awful feeling and what actually i want?

I only show my real feeling when in the car, during my journey back or to office. after that i have to dress up myself pretend nothing smiling talk to my staff, pretend happy chit chat with mum. I only show my dark face to Chen and Amar, they are too much and beyond my limitation. I knew is not proper did that, but i really cannot hide my feeling to them since they never treat me as human, since they like to sit that ignore my problems and get the honour they want.

I keep self motivate and talking potitive to my own, but i knew the fact actually i cannot cheat myself. I cannot stand it further but I'm not willing to let them enjoy my effort...

Poon told me 'let go is the way to realise urself, 'expectation' is a kind of burden to u also'.
Yup, i couldnt let go, i cannot accept why only my department have to suffer for those bastard mistakes, i cannot agree that those lazy and hanky panky ppl get the name, I canot accept that my department was misunderstood by bosses even though i had done all...
I am look down on you, FUCKER!!!

Suprise 60 B'day Celebration for Dad

This year is my lovely daddly 60 years b'day, i hope to give him something special instead of dinner and present. After few argument w mum, finally we make it (as mum pantang that couldnt have grand celebration), then we explain to her we just call dad sister for normall dinner only.

Sunday morning (18/10), i make call to few aunties (dad' sister) lie them tonite we will go pontian have a walk and date them for dinner. after that called up the 'Most Famous Pontian Restaurant'-Shangrila for 2 table booking.

Ard 4pm, i keep calling dad come back...he keep mumbling when reached home as he have to sacrified the return taxi fee, but when he heard sis start work next day, smile~~

We lie to him that go kukup for seafood, he say ok la....
during the way almost reach, 6th auntie call and get her to meet at restaurant straight. then we pretend and say 'Oh, auntie date us dinner at shangrila restaurant, is it ok?'.....Dad without suspect and reply 'better, nearer'
Dad was so suprise when he saw his another sis also there, then he smile and asked 'u called my sis?'..yup!....
Then he saw 2 tabble was booked (as that night have wedding dinner, the restaurant only entertain reserve seats)...'u book the table?'

Dad was very enjoy during the dinner, he keep smiling and chit chat with his 5 pretty sisters that very sayang & respect her. (dad actually have 7 sis, but only 5 sis in pontian)

When dinner almost finish, 2nd suprise coming.
'Ta-Dah...Big B'day cake sponsor by ady, we actually hiding the cake all the way from JB
'why got cake? who buy cake?'...then we all sing the B'day song for him. He keep smiling when we sang the song...(i feel very happy & guilty as dad never had cake in his b'day).

Before we left, i asked dad 'u happy ma?'...'OF COZ la, can dinner with my sister''. I feel very worth is as i can give him another sweet memories again, i felt that dad is more happy than HK trip...

First time celebrate B'day with his sister & bro-in law who sayang him
First time have cake in his life
First time heard the B'day song sang by all his love
First time make wishes gua

See Daddy keep smiling...

From right: Dad, Mum, Eldest Auntie, Youngest Auntie, 5th Auntie, 4th Auntie, 6th Auntie

To Daddy Chua,

Daddy, even u r a low educate Taxi driver but you are the 'BEST DADDY' in the world. Without u driving cab everyday in sun and rain from morning till night, 363 days (2 days off on CNY only) without any complaint...becareful on any single cents spent for ownself, jz to give me the best education, support me go KL for my degree. u r very quite person, we seldom communicate to each but i knew u always support all my decisions (study in KL, working in KL, transfer back, changing relationship)...

Dun always look down on urself, u actually very capable, as no much ppl like u able to raise a degree holder and manager in young age...I LOVE u DADDy...muacckkss...

Story of B仔& BB

Finally i have time to learn of Picasa, of coz first thing is edit our photo. I selected all the pic taken each date we had.
Each time i flip back the pic, all memories flash back, i love the sweet smile from us but seems like same d, maybe i will consider different reaction capture in future

MOET Bistro-Pelangi

I would like to recommend my dear friend of one newly found Bistro in JB by me.

MOET Bistro hat locate at Pelangi, Jalan Serampang
(next to station 1 cafe.)

Me and B仔 had visitted twice, at first was actually attracted by their noon time promotion of 2 set lunch by just only RM19.90.

First time we step in, we are so shock on the design. We really enjoy with thier deco, unique and comfortable. Their serving is fine dinning cuisine, and it was really great and delicious!!!!
That is out of our expectation as we first thought thier serving will be like promotion serving.

After searching through internet then found that actually they have few recommeneded cuisine i yet tried, hmmm...planning it for my lunch tomorrow,Chicken turkey ham and french Onion soup (only RM4.80).
Ooops...the waiter who i though who is actually the boss there and there is a touching story on this restaurant, if you interested then click here.

Each time it cost us only RM30++ with 2 set meal and drinks, is really worth it and super recommended fine dinning.

Of coz, must take foto of us first la

I love the Sofa
B仔 also love it

Interior part

Chocolate Shake (***)

Capuccino: fragant smell and smooth taste (****)

Boss say coffee used is top 3 in world but i forgot the name

Spaghetti cabonara with ham (****)

Super creammy and strong cheese smell

Chicken Chop with special sauce (***)

Slimming Target

Eii, u seems slim down leh...Sis,
u face looks smaller now...
Min, u really slim down wo...
B仔, got la, got la, abt la (unsincere feedback from B)

These are some comments after 3weeks slimming project, is kind of encourage comment and my motivation. But...still far from my final aim as tummy still not 24inch and weight still another 3kgs...I must keep it up, cannot relax and slow down!!!

After searching my old time photo really not much as i dun take mmuch photo during KL time.
Finally i got few foto taken few mth after i transfer from KL, during my trip to sentosa.
This is the satisfy body shape I hope & I look so fresh in the pic.

Confidence leh,No tummy (believe me i nvr take deep breath and hide the belly leh)

Closer look, got waist lagi leh

I like the tiny arm and sexy collarbone, perfect match with sleevelee or low V...

Old Time Photo-Ex AEONER

Thanks Mizi (my ex boss) to post that old time foto in FB...he is a very caring and kind person, we go through alot during the earlier time a AEON (department with only me and him)...

Mizi & Abg Nazir (Glamour nite Dinner)

Me & Mizi (captain of the nite)~~~aiya, bra-stripe slip out :p

Fida, me & Safina

group photo with EP team

Credit Card Collection team that time with Tanaka-san (Japanese), the right hand side is Elaine Yong who Mizi hate her alot...

with our MD (second from right) and Kasai-san my J'nese boss in KL (Behind me)

Next day after dinner, the cap looks familiar right

Funky Monkey Nite (CMD Dinner)

Ajith-only Senior Officer that time, and now is already senior manager

Yeah!!!

Looking at those old time photo, many memories flash back...I miss those old time & i look so young and fresh that time...