Best Remedy of My Sadness

I am sad, Confuse and Depress on last whole week...

Wonder what I want, Regret what I did, Sad on my failure.

I couldn't sleep on Friday night, keep thinking the Quote from Buddhisme that ''A person is suffering due to they are pursuing something wrong'', I am wondering whether am I in that situation? If yes, which part I am looking wrong? I still couldn't sort it out the whole night.

However, yesterday it make me realise that no matter how sad and unhappy I am now, I am making the best choice return back my hometown, I am very lucky that I have my family, B仔, frenz that accompany me. I had very enjoy and superb weekend yesterday, can't wait to share with my readers.

I was planning to see my sinsei for regular check up after whole night awake sleeping.

When we reached there, long queue as expected, Then we go for breakfast while waiting, after we resume to the clinic, the number still very far from mine then I decided to visit it other day.

Since we do not have any plan for the day, then we end up to Leisure Mall for action Movie "The Expendables".

When we reached home then see my s'pore Auntie & Uncle finally visit us after sooo long, I keep teasing her after they got future-daughther in law then forget me le.

Daddy brought us to 新湖滨for seafood dinner

Posing with sister at the entrance

We actually want to sit at the open air section, because the ambience is nicer and there is live band.

Discussing the menu

Camwhoreeee while waiting food serve

My sisters- we always fight and argue yet we still care each other most


Best Recomended-Steam Kampung Chicken
Taste GREAT!! *****

They served us my favourite part-chicken thigh

The meat is very soft & tender, the garlic sauce is different than normal chicken rice sauce, it had a very nice fragance

Seafood Tomyam-no rating because is not nice at all

Fried Crisphead lettuce with bean cheese *

sambal 大头 (bigger size than lala) ****
The clam flesh is juicy and fresh, it had very good combination with sambal chili


Garlic steam 竹滩 (shell seafood that in bamboo shape) ***
The flesh so chewy after steamed, like sotong texture
Is quite expensive, 1 stick cost RM16, this plate cost RM48


Steamed Grouper in teochew style ***

The Main course tonite-Salted egg Crab
yum max****
Chef is not stingy on the salted egg, the crab is super fresh and sooo meaty
I am saliving when see the photo

sister can't wait to taste the crab before other food

I always have the habbit to eat crab last, so I had to tahan and keep staring at the crab while finishing other dishes.

Here my turn, I got the biggest claw!
Is as big as my plam

After dinner me, sister, ady and B仔heading to sutera utama for 2nd round with cousin kimmi

车大炮- board game cafe.

Recently JB is hot on this kind of board game cafe, let the youngster to play games when yam cha, there are different kind of games: Excited, test your eyesight, IQ or patient. Alot of interesting games you can get from the cafe.

There are different package offered, we choose the 6 person package that cost us RM80++ include 2 hour games, free flow drinks, simple snack

Kimmi is doing QC of the food

The blue stick is made by sterofoam-you can find it in all board game cafe

Function: To beat the loser as punishment, it soud very loud 'Paoo!Paoo! when you hit ppl

Me and sister are the losers first round-have to wear the wicth hat

Ady and B仔 is the losers 2nd round-Pokka Dot Bunny Hairband

3 round games we divide into 3 group by couple

Everyone was squeezing their brain juice to win it because the punishment is being beat by another 2 couple. Me and B仔won it, Kimmi and DYB is the losers due to DYB is so helpful but also forgetful. This 2 couple is creating so much fun that night, both of them is making us laugh so much...DYB is blamming Kimmi slow, Kimmi is staring DYB angrily when DYB make wrong move.

All our throat are dry and hoarse, is like shouting too much after Karaoke. The whole night we all are shouting, banging the table and laughing until stomach cramp...it was so fun and let me forget all the tire and unhappy.Even the introvert Ady also can fight we us for the card and laugh with loud voice.

We take the cute accesories there for a final pose

B仔with shinny Ribbon, Janelle with bunny hairband, Kimmi suppose to wear the tiny fairy wing behind (but end up on her big breat), DYB with the Sparkling Pink ribbon, Sister with the Pirate eye mask, Ady with the bunny hairband also ( but the ear is spoilt so couldnt see it clear).

The moment with family is the best remedies during my emotion period, they had re-charge me for better and making me tougher to move forward.

My family and Fiance are my best pillar!

中国佛学震撼世界的禅语

1.人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。 　

2.如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。 　　

3.你永远要感谢给你逆境的众生。 　　

4.你永远要宽恕众生，不论他有多坏，甚至他伤害过你，你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快乐。

5.当你快乐时，你要想这快乐不是永恒的。当你痛苦时，你要想这痛苦也不是永恒的。 　　

6.今日的执著，会造成明日的后悔。 　　

8.不要浪费你的生命在你一定会后悔的地方上。 　　

9.你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。 　　

10.每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。 　　

11.不要太肯定自己的看法，这样子比较少后悔。 　　

12.当你对自己诚实的时候，世界上没有人能够欺骗得了你。 　　

13.不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的

14.要了解一个人，只需要看他的出发点与目的地是否相同，就可以知道他是否真心的。 　　

15.良心是每一个人最公正的审判官，你骗得了别人，却永远骗不了你自己的良心。 　　

16.不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩

17. 感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。 　　

18.凡是能站在别人的角度为他人着想，这个就是慈悲。 　　

19.说话不要有攻击性，不要有杀伤力，不夸已能，不扬人恶，自然能化敌为友。 　　

20.心是最大的骗子，别人能骗你一时，而它却会骗你一辈子 　

21.当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已 　　

22.如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。 　　

Heart Broken

Eventhough I nvr planned to take the offer
Eventhough I hope that would not receive any calls from them
Eventhough Iworry how to reject them

BUT

When I receive the news that i was being rejected, my heart was breaking...

So sad, so down, so dissapointed, so, so, so....dunnoe how to describe the feeling,

I had read the news few times to confirm the result, to find out any reason stated.

Wonder which part I am not well enough? which part I need to improve? What should I do for my coming plan?

CMD & CCS Family Day

As per request from my staffs, they hope that have outing for our department insted of makan-makan. We had been searching quite number of resort, Mercure Senai Resort that offer us the best package.

The charge per PAX offer to us from RM70 reduce toRM60, beside they provide us extra facilities, food & free gift, that is reali out of our expectation.

My team, CCS & CMD reali enjoy that day, everyone keep telling me 'Miss, best la!'', ''Miss, lain kali, organise lagi''...that's the best satisfaction i got when i saw them happy & enjoy it.

Have a look on our pic

Receiptionist of the day-CCS team
Giant Hamper we bouoght as gift for the top team of tele-match

Posing while waiting for others came

We start Aerobic session before tele-match, we divide the team by colour. The team is group by staff & leader from different team, this is let them have chance to interact with other collegues instead of their own gang. I am blue team

Red Team

Ya, correct I am blue but dunnoe have blue shirt so wore Red. My team member keep mumbling I wore different coulour, then i only Keep apologise told them i will work extra hard in the game

Green Team

Yellow Team

Is family day, we allow the staff bring along their family

Blueeee Team

Black Team

White Team

This group staff, super hiao d lor...when camera point to them, sure can pose it real time

First game:

First, jump within the gunnybag toward next stop

Blow the ballon and sit on it till burst put on the hock to the bottle

Next game: Caterpillar

what that?

Whole team have to step on it walk toward the goal

Looks easy but reali hard, test the teamwork.

Whole team must pull their leg and hand on the SAME time, if either one is stepping on it the wood will not be able to pull up.

3rd Game: Creative designer-We was given alot newspaper, then we have to use the creativity to design the clothe for our model.

Green team got Topi lagi

My team, I am doing the ring & Ribbon

Winner of this session.

The dress they made cute max~~

The skirt they made got pong pong effect.

I am holding the Cone shape on his breast

Last game: Raft building-Build strong raft using the rope, plastic tong & stick, then whole team have used the builded raft cross over the olympic pool, after cross over the pool we have to dismantle the raft. Is another teamwork session

Few raft was not tied well (include my team) broken in middle of the pool.

After match, then they start throw ppl into pool

After whole morning session, we have very sumptumous lunch buffet

The resort, add on many dishes to our buffet, they food is reali great.

During the session go on, the staff there keep checking with us the service & comment.

AEON Credit Family Day

They even gave us 2kgs cake for the B'day boy/girls celebration.

Rempah ayam, black pepper beef, vege, curry taufu, salads, pulut hitam, mushroom soup, cake, pudding & fruits

Everyone looks fresh after bath

Field Visit Team-very naughthy team

They are the person go to customer office/house to discuss for payment

I told already, they love to pose

My boss as usual avoid the function for my department.

so I am the person who start the event, and give the speech.

Nvr prepare for it, so i also dunnoe what i talking

2nd runner up-Green team

First Runner up-black team

Champion-White team

Last but not least

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Group potrait!

原来

原来不设期限还是会导致压力;

原来不设期限只会拖慢进度;

原来不设期限只会把火热的心情变淡;

原来还是一样的...