Janelle Gift & Fav Ice Cream

I got present again from 3 of my staffs that got he Customer Service Award Trip-Perhentian Island, cute max~

Big turle from Hasma, Small Turtle from Ain & the Seashell key chain from Arianee

Coincidence i tried a ice-cream at giant shopping with mum, is around RM8++ and taster great.

I am addicted to one new brand ice-cream-Wall's Selection.

There are 3 flavour, Vanila Dutch, Very Rocky Choco & Oreo.

Me and B仔 had bought it for more than 4 times, we like to feed each other during DVDing time

Ingredient: ice-cream, nuts, marshmallow, choco chips & choco cyrup

For less than RM10, you can get a box of rich ice-cream with some much of mixes!!!worth it!

My Fav Sumptuos ice-cream

I always reward myself with this after pressure work, they are the murder of my fat
can u see that soo much marshmallow?

The choco Syrup & chips for the frangant vanila

Go and grap one for urself!

This is What I hope

Exhausted me pulling my body enter lift, there are one group of chinese (From upstair company) just finish work.
There are joking & discussing in the lift, laughing over there.

Suddenly, I realise that ''This is what I miss & hope"

I missed my time in HQ with my frenz & working gang.
OT till 9pm everyday, but always gossiping there, chating & laughing when finish work. Sometime go for dinner & break talk about bosses bad things. when being scold by boss, then immediate intercom elsa or Feli to complaint, they will comfort me, pity me...
This is one kind of stress release. No matter how tough the working life, no matter how harsh being treated, yet everything still ok as long you have THEM

I am a ALONE, I cannot tell my boss staff problems, I cannot tell staff the unfair request from management, I dun have frenz in company, even share with my outside frenz yet no one understand.

Finger crossed, hope that I will have my working gang when I got new job.

Disturbing Friday nite

Keep counting the time to 6pm, already plan to back 6pm...who knows 4pm+ receive email from HQ comment by team poor result and want action plan, after replied chin chaily (reali not mood for my operation) kena lagi jialat.

HQ boss called me directly, 'Janelle what happended to you? u are a well planned person, i kenot imagine that email was from you, Can you go back to year 2001 that Janelle? I wan a detail plan, figure, how you can achieve, dun send me 'sate kajang''

Definition of Sate Kajang: If we ask where to get best sate, everyone will say Sate Kajang, but when ask how to make sate Kajang, no one will know.
He is trying to say I am giving the action plan that everyone know how to how to comment, the real part & details breakdown.

Haizzzz...spoilting my weekend mood, faster to get the invidual follow list & target from my leaders, then found that they still not prepare for their staffs all this important things.
I reali failed, many months ago already request, but the lazzy me never follow up & bother at all mk my leaders dun even bother to do.
''Is ok, do it know!!!!'' so end up me and team leaders have to stay back to do. How long i have been waiting for this 6pm go back

Keep struggling wat to put for my problems,

• Can i tell them the truth which my JB boss not allow? kenot!
• Can I tell them I ask my leader do other department work? Kenot

So end up, have to reply the reason is my team not strong & not done enuff. Keep praying my phone wouldn't ring again after mail sent. And stupid HQ come out another request, everyday have to get all the Team leader, unit head of ME my self to send them daily report (which already have) & send them daily strategies & comment.

FXXk off! so many action plan to out meh!

Decided!

Is time for me to look for new job...

Even I am having a good position, nice prospect & consider easy job (only need to report to one cincai boss, and all the staff under me) but but but I have a very dry working experience daily.
I dun feel any self-satisfaction on my job; Despite several trying, I still couldn't self-motivate...i failed

Everyday I dun initiate new strategy to improve my team; I dun have any passion to train my subordinate; I couldn't find any enthusiam to fight or argue with my boss & other department head.

I dun take the excuse on my boss, but I already tried many ways even argue with him and talk to him openly, everyday jz do what I should do & keep quite when we are treated unfair. Problem is me, I failed to work in this environment.

I knew that, I might regret to give up this good position, I might need to suffer & see new boss face in or meet same boss in new working environment. But I am willing, why?
Bocz I can learn something new, experience different ppl & culture.

And the most important is, the possiblity for me to get a better or worse job is 50%-50%...but if I still continue the current job, is a 100% predictable end. So base on this calculation, why not take a bet? I am still single & young

At least I tried, and No regret...

Send out few application still no news, bless me ya!

Wedding Preparation-Wedding Band

This is the 2nd time me and B仔 find for our wedding band. I hope to get something good bargain during this GSS.

Before we depart, I had talked to B仔must be sincere for his comment on the wedding band bcoz I was worried he will have a 'As long you like & avoid so much troublesome'' mindset. I don wan he did that That tiny metal we have to wear it for the half of our life & is symbol of our love, It need not to be very nice design, It need not to be very expensive BUT both of us must love it bcoz it represent the promise & commitment to each other.

Outfit of the day

Chamworeeeeeee...

To avoid heavy jam, we went in evening time. Thought of brought B仔to see the Lee Hwa somerset 313 wedding band that he might like it, who know he say 'so-so' only. We had finish all the jewellry shop of the shopping mall yet couldn't find pair that Both like it. Then we decided to have a look on KL Goldheart.


Is Ony 7pm after finsh, B仔say still early for dinner lets have a walk, then we walked to next door shopping mall. Once I saw jewellry shop of then I still pulled him inside have a look.
Out of expectation, B仔 found one pair from Goldheart that he like & I also feel not bad. Is comfort fit & simple design, most important is the ring is thick enough for me this kind of clumsy & Chou lou person-Tahanable Wedding Band.


However that design have abit rose gold, even is a new trend design now but I worry it migh get old fashion after 10 years later. The sales lady adviced me that we can plated whitegold part anytime after that. The ladies service can rated them as super excellent & they are not pushy at all, keep serve me their jasmine tea. She advice me what the best ring size i should take & some professinal advice. Even initially we say need to consider first, she also smile and tell us if confirm then jz give her a call.


There is one interesting part, when we excitedly confirmed the order & talked about the engravement on the ring, there was a bad bad news for me.
Goldheart engravement technice couldn't engrave name for my ring as my ring design have a 5 tiny holes (for the diamond part), there is only limited space in between the holes. They unable to engrave the name there due to limited space.

Oh my god, Potong stem langsung!!!


I actually planned on the wording for the engravement & struggle not to buy that. Then the sale lady suggest I can try shorten the wording (which I refuse to ) or try on the couple lab that do the computer laser for the name.

B仔immediate hold the order then hold me ran to the couple lab downstair checking with the girl there whethere the name still can be engrave or not. B仔asking & checking thier engravement and keep measure the space for the smallest wording they have, then agak agak should be enuff only we go back and confirmed the order again.


Eventhough we need to spend extra, but bad thing always come with good reason. why?
Bcoz we are doing it ownself, we can engrave our wedding date after date is confirmed so he will have no reason to forget our anniversary date & we have alot new ideas for the engravement after that...since we can do it anytime later.


During the time i was frust the engravement cannot be done & I insist on the wording and rules I must follow, B仔 was there trying to comfort me and look for solution, I am touched...


When we walked to car park time, B仔told me after confirmed the wedding band he felt that we are one step forward on our wedding. I pretend never heard that but I was shocked this was from him, he seems like keen for the wedding too...


Even yesterday trip make us so exhausted as there is heavy jam in checkpoint but I reali enjoy it!I love this quote from one of my frenz fb:

Wedding preparation and marriage preparation has been tedious but fun.

It's not the outcome of what we do that matters the most, but learning to know and love one another through the journey together that matters

Dinner at B仔 fav spot, Spize @ Simpang Bedok Mamak stall that sell all kind of halal food, Malay, chinese & western. We need to wait for 45 mins for the food as thier business too good.
Beef sausage Cabonara spaghetti ****

The serve with plenty of sausage & the sausage was so chewy and taste great!
Yup, that's the Sausage!

Roti Joh Special (cheese + Mushroom)***
Mixture of cheese, mushroom& chicken.
I love their mustard & chili sauce

Penang Chao key teow ***
Very big plate, the gravy is nice

Sea coconut Longan **
wrong order, I thought of order sea coconut drinks, not dessert.
Too sweet!

Volunteer Worker

One weekend I went to 新山关爱儿童残障福利中心for donation, is my own promise that I must donate for those needed when I had extra. So bonus receiving must share with those needed.
No matter I had alot plan that cost me alot.

During donation, I understand they need volunteer on 19/6 for charity bazaar at Dacing competition. Only sis available 1/2 days that day so we only help for half day, mum also follow us.

During the event I saw the organizer was one of the hip hop intructor of Clarke Hatch gym, mum then meet my primary schoolmate mummy there. When I go and greet auntie, she told me his son (primary schoolmate nvr met for more than 15 years) is the organiser!!!

Wow, time change so fast...we always see each in CS but never thought that he was my frenz.

Opening Ceremony
These are the kids take care by them.

Paralyse, Poliomyelitis, deaf, handicap children & also few adult

Please help me what you capable, please share with your family & frenz around you. They NEED you!

Item we sell

Coffee RM5, Pandan Cake RM10, Chinese Tea leaves RM5

But the respond is reali not good, partly due to the audience mostly is young kids have no income & the things we sold is not practical. End up, sis suggest to them why dun we take the donation box walk around instead of standing at the behind corner waiting.

PIC talked to the organizer, ok with that. Then I told sis we must apply our skills during Zaman Hari Bendera.

Yooo! respond is better as audience couldn't run away while we keep standing in front & talking non-stop.

Of coz, some of them trying to drama and pretend. Nvr mind, is charity and must be sincere, we dun force.

Too bad, we wend back early as promise bcoz sis was stomachache & we had finish checking all the target donator.

Sis, Louiz & hand uncle-First donator to sis, actually he also there to promote 饥饿３０event, after donate he reqest take photo with sis

Group photo with other volunteer

I hope next time I can reali contribute for them, this time only few hours, not enuff.

Oh! I also got appreciation Gift

I always thought that I do not have any frenz in JB office, I always felt that I am failed to create any own follower.

My definition of Follower: Staff who willingly follow you.

Recently company organise Customer Service Campaign, there is a program called "Staff Appreciation Program"-We can order the gift from RM2-RM20 from office postman, AEON Postman will then deliver the the dedicated recipient.

I thought only my CCS team might send me the present as I alway belanja them & joke with them. Suprisingly, I also receive from my CMD team, touching as some of them I scold them, I rate them bad in their appraisal & give them warning letter also...

Is not the feeling of little girls receive present, is a self-satisfaction...like what Poon told me even my boss let me down yet I must create own value toward the staffs & team.
I felt that, they reali know that what I had did for them

Velvet rose (Lia & Ain), Mini Cup (Shamsul), Mini Roses (Ayu, Zaleha & Nissah)
I told CCS team the velvet rose is sooo nice when we see the cataloge...end up they order for me

Messege from them
Muackksss...