Depression BB

B仔mum is taking care a baby, B love him alot and this BB also prefer B仔than us...

U will wonder why, but I knew the reason y both are so match...Let's see his pic.

Do u realise what so special of this BB?

See, his face is so sour all the time, the eyebrown is squeezing and the mouth is in U turn shape.
Is totally like B仔, always squeezing the face when talking to ppl.

Don't believe? one more, the eye is starring as his mum say someone oweing him few million

The best part is, if u trying to make him laugh, he will Tahan and turn his head to the other side & raise up his hand to cover his smile (smile secretly). Cei...we also dunwan to see la...

This is the first cool and sour face BB i see my life.

Feel like punch him right?

Depression look..

Finally a normal look from him..

Precious moment-He dun aware that we took this photo

Finally smile

oop, i forgot to introduce this BB. His name is 阿泰,from rich family, everyday wearing new cloth.

Ultraman shirt, Ultraman pants and hobby is sleeping...

Special Raya Dishes from Mama

This time visit to KL i told B that we must meet Kakak as i miss her too much, we visit her house ard 10pm delay for 1 hour.

Kak felicia was sick and pregnant and next day she still need to work, so paisei she wait us so late. but what touch me is she purposely prepare few Malay dishes just for us as i couldnt attend her open house tmr.

Even i was diet, even that time was after 7pm, even the dishes is so oily and fat but I still enjoy it...bcoz that's specially for us...

But last 2 days. I called kak she complaint bcoz we stay too late causing her took MC

Beef Rendang

Chicken Rendang

Nasi Pulut

Wait and See those Pretender

Poon is back to KL, how i wish to call him and tell him how I been torture and bully by them, I need his advice whether I need to voice out all the issues happened on me. How silly I'm that i though Chen had change, is just drama.

Should I tell Kasai-san next week when i meet him?
After I tell, does it help?
What will happen with my relationship with chen after told?
Will I satisy after told?

I'm not scare on anyone, I don't think I need to care on all these since no one appreciate what I had done, since no one assist me when I need, since no one fight for me when I'm suffer.

They just pretend don't know, they just throw it to me settle my self, they think I'm not good enought. The most silly thing they did is 'They thought I'm STUPID & will KEEP IT MYSELF!!!'

Haha, I tolerate and keep quite last time no matter how Poon scolding and shouting at me is bcoz I knew he care and support me the most and he will protect me when I bully by others, but you are NOT, so don't expect I will do the same thing on you, DON'T EVER DREAM!!!

B 仔

My nightmare is coming, Operation Meeting is coming. I hate to prepare power point, I hate to present it in front all the regional manager and group head. Especially since i left HQ, long time i din present. Besides, i will be on leave till 29th and submission date is 1st. I still need to reserve time prepare report for my regional manager also. Must give improvement plan, analysis that support ur plan and expected collection result and prodcutivity change on the plan. OMG, errrksssss....

B 仔knew that I'm worry, long time already promise will help me to do the slide.
Yesterday, I woke up sitting in front of the PC from morning till 5pm, in between go back office and take some data.

Luckily,B 仔 is accompany me all the while. I kept repeating asking the same question frustately,B 仔 still will reply me patiently. When I cannot figure out how to justify the point, i see him thinking sincerely to help me. When i sitting there, squeezing my eyebrown and seems like couldn't breath, B 仔will sayang me softly. When i say i wish to back office, he immediate offer to send me to office, he waiting for me at the stuffy office long time.
That time i feel that he really change, he seems like understand me well, he seems like knew what i need, he seem like aware how to comfort me.

last time, i not dare to tell him my work problem as i scare he dun bother on it, i worry that he will angry I'm wasting my time on work. I not dare to talk to him abt my work problems last time, as that will only mk me more sad & pressure, I had to pretend nothing in fornt on him.

During dinner time I told B 仔that my dream is to sponsor the rural area poor kids on thier education as I know the feeling couldn't further my study dreams due to financial difficulties. And If this poor kids can learn well and become a useful person, I'm sure they could change thier family & other ppl's life. that's really meaningful~~ But I'm afraid that I couldn't sponsor them consistently every month without failed with my current financial income, that why I haven't initial it. B 仔 heard that, he support my suggestion and told me that, if I 1 person couldnt commit, don worry 2 of us sure can sponsor one.

I'm soooo sooo soo suprise to heard that, as I though B 仔will either reject or keep quite (not support) after heard. I always feel that he is a negative person, he dun understand me.
But now, he totally change, he knew what i m scare off, he din complaint on it, he even show his sympathy and feel heart pain when I'm pressure.

Without him, yesterday will be a very difficult day for me to spend alone. I nvr expect this change from him. Of coz, I hope he could maintain this forever...I Love u B 仔!!!

Raya Holiday

I spent my weekend at Melacca, what I can describe the melacca during holiday period is hot, full of crowd, jam and long queue every where. However, is better than staying at home do nothing. Me and and B 仔 start depart from Melacca ard 11.30pm, we very very tire and sleepy during journey back as we walking around Hot melacca whole day. We had stop at the rest station few times to rest & take nap, suffer so long then reach home by 3:00pm.
My advice, never ever visit the hot tourist spot during public holiday, more time and $ wasted!!!

Next day spend some time to bought present for G.K open house & watch 'where got ghost?' with parents, is funny d lor!

Besides, B 仔 and mum also accompany me go paraylze orphanage for visitation. After got my bonus, I want to contribute some for them. when the PIC explain to us that now they shortage of fund and yet to pay the untility bills that cost few K, I feel very guilty heard that as my contribution seems too little and couldnt help much. B 仔keep console me that, as long I done what I can that's enough.

I want Slim Down

I want to slim Down, I WANT to slim Down, I WANT to SLIM down...
it should be I MUST SLIM DOWN....
I wouldn't be look down by u, wait and see!!!

Raya Card

Selamat Hari Raya....one more week will be Raya. This year so boring, still nvr experince buka Puasa with Malay frens as last time at KL. Never mind my Current MEP team had invitted me buka puasa next tue at Tropical Inn hotel, they had purposely postpone the dinner until i back from KL.

Today bought Raya card as usual for my dearest fren at AEON KL, for those not so important fren, i just bought by package with normal design. there is few card in disney version which attracted me. When queeing to pay at popular, i keep smile and say is really cute. Mickey and Minnie wearing Baju melayu....

CCS Team

Pn Zue

CCS Team

Azie
Elsa ( I love this most,very attractive)

Mama Felic (sorry i dunnoe cannot rotate this 2 pic)