Looking for new

After so long, finally i look into job search engine again.

Hope this time I can get better respond.

Is time for me to look for new environment, praying hard (fingers crossed) that I can get a job I want...Gambatei!

Souther 2011 Annual Dinner

Prepare myself for annual dinner, ready myself at Perfection Hair Studio

close up frm back view

I love the hairdo so much!!!

Camwhore

Finally after 5 years!!

Meritorious Award-Also finally

So paisei as I am the only Mgr won this award. Dun bother la! as long I got free trip

Special lei my Deluxe varities combination...Taste yum!

My staff perform live band

So high my staff!!

With my CCS staff

My boss-Mr. Chen

VIP guest-GM Ms. TJ

Meritourious Award for Souther Region

My staff all get crazy and run to stage
Shamsul...he so cute

I am Glad To have You

I always told myself every bad thing will come with good reason.

Recently I was damn depress and stress on the wedding arrangement. I cannot tolerate any unschedule matter, everyday searching from net, calling every where to survey and keep seeking ppl comment. Still alot of matter that out of my control and it affect my feeling and those ppl I care most. I dun have any energy to speak and even smile nowadays.

However I keep motivate myself that as long I can get someone who is sayang me, all these nonsence & grievance is worth it!

Today i received a warm sms from my fiance ''B, I am happy marry u soon. This is the only thing I m happy now''.

My heart is soo warm when I read that, I knew that he also suffer tremendous pressure but I nvr thought that I still can be the source of hapiness to him during this suffering period, I nvr expect he still care of my feeling.

Now then I realise if we dun experience this, I might not have chance to know that how mature he is and how responsible he act as someone husband. And he actually put me as his priority too. This is not the guy I knew 4 years ago, he change for me (guess so :P)

Suddenly, I forget all the worriness and sadness and all I want is to be with him.

<3 I Love You <3

我不快乐...

太多的不肯定, 太多的不同要求, 太多的无未花费...
无论如何的妥协, 如何的将一切往肚里吞, 如何的鼓励自己, 我还是不快乐...
把我的快乐还给我, 我受不了了!!!