Crazy me

Everything is uncertain, everything must get all parties satisfy, everything is happended without prepare,everything seems not enough time, everything is to co-related, everything seems urgent...OMG!

I am tension! I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!

Luckily I have my fiance and best friend keep comfort and encourage me, without them i reali will collapse.
I keep told myself "Bad thing come with good reason, this is a learning opportunity for you, this is a initial stage of your next stage of life, whether like it or not you must handle and do it well...you are not doing it alone, all your love ones is with you"

Gambatei Janelle Chua!

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Memorable and Warm Rabbit Chinese New Year Celebration

I want to share with my friend only happiest CNY in my family in this Rabbit Year. Every year we will celebrate with maternal side family. This year reunion dinner was held at my 3rd uncle house at Austin Height.

This year CNY is much more merrier bcoz we have alot new members, my Singapore cousins family, cousins that first time joined us again after she married...and B仔 join us for this big event too. I am glad that he can beside me and experience one of the family event that I appreciate most.

Before CNY came, I keep told myself must enjoy this year bcoz after I married, I might not able to celebrate it with my family in cny eve. This might be the last or last 2 year CNY reunion with my big family (tears rolling each time I thought of this )

Photo credited to Best Photographer of Goh Family-Esther Goh

The little gal with brown colour blouse-Esther Goh

3rd Uncle & Auntie-he is proud for his new year scrolls

Potluck Dinner

Aisk..Photo capture after food almost finish

After finish the buffet style potluck, all of us start to have our own activities, Let's have a look!

Playing around with little evil niece-Averil

吴家三朵老花
Gossip Session by Goh's 3 golden flowers
(I love this Pic most@ very happy smile from them)

Gambling session inside the house
(Place where all the kid can finish their red packet within 1 night)

Kids spinning around the house

(CNY is alway the best period for them bcoz they can have unlimited soft drinks and tibbits, red packet and best part is no more scolding session from adult)

Chamwhore session is alway smy fav
We love this pic alot

Kimmi (cousin)lagi suka chamwhore-pattern banyak

After rest, is time for lighting of 'Kong Ming Deng' (Wishing lantern)-Lantern for u to write your wishes on the it and sent it to sky for god to receive and help you realise it!

I dunnoe how true is it, but is very meaningful when whole family wrote all their wishes in a lantern and put it fly to sky together; Each of us praying sincerely together hope our family member dream come true soon.

6th uncle wrote all his lucky number-see the lantern he choose is 'Alway strike 4D'
Somemore he wrote with the first prize, 2nd prize, 3rd prize and consolation prize numbers


6th uncle family

Chin & Kimmi with their partners

Jerryck look tired waiting for my cousin-in law to light up the lantern

Photo session with my Family & wishing lantern-Kacha! Kacha!

Close up of our wishing lantern-

$$$ come!

Now is another excitement session

Why everyone is so excited holding pair of chopstick with hand up?

The most being look forward session on our yearly reunion dinner-Lao Yee Sang

Yee Sang(Prosperity Toss)-Colourful raw fish salad

Everyone will shout their wishes loudly during the time they mix this 'Yee Sang'

Yum~Yum~~Taste so great especially when have it with my beloved family!

After countdown session, it time to BOMB the sky!!!

2 silly cousins holding stick scarely on hand with firecrakers on

Uncles is smarter- hanging firecraker on long stick

3 firecrakers in 1 time

Everyone start cover their ear and running far away

Neighbours nearby is having firework competition

we are busy starring on the sky seaching for the best firework

This is how the firework look like

The fireworks reali make the night so colourful & wonderful

We keep show off to S'pore family gang 'See, you can't have this in s'pore!'

My S'pore family 'Can la, you can see this during national day'

Our respond is 'Ceii!!'

Before we end the dinner, we had a family portrait for each aunties and uncles family and also whole family.

Eldest aunties family and S'pore Cousins

Chua Family and future son in law <3>Why they pulling the hand up?

Bcoz when Esther request them do some informal pose...End up this is what the old folks posing

See, they so enjoy for that!

Last but not least

Happy CNY Reunion Family Portrait-Yipee!!!

For few reasons, this year is the most memorable and meaningful reunion dinner for me.

The unexpected thing is B仔 told me after the happy reunion dinner, he will try to arrange every 2 year let me have chance to come back have reunion dinner with my family even after married.

I was so shocked that he offered me this...So sweet to get this best pressie from him on the early cny. No wonder I accepted his proposal, he knew what my feeling and thought reali well.

悲伤的新年

我和家人经历了一星期失去两位至亲。

大年初七，我刚和B仔家人捞完鱼生开心的离开餐馆是受到表姐的电话-伯伯去世了！
我父亲的亲哥哥，命不怎么好小时被车撞，脑袋伤到。说他傻；他又记得事会帮别人干活，说他正常；他又爱惹事乱骂人。只能说他是个爱到处乱走像小孩的大人！至从祖母过世后，就由我六姑姑照顾他。
姑姑说伯伯从初三就失踪了，正当大家但心快要去报警时（初七）小姑丈看到伯伯穿着一件很脏的衣服走向小姑丈家。就当大家以为找到了，他应改会去小姑丈家休息时，姑姑收到电话-伯伯在过了小姑家很远（走路要3小时）的马路被撞死了！走得好惨，整张脸和衣服都被撞飞了。
大家都不明白为什么伯伯没走去小姑家？为什麽一位天天走路（走了几十年）的人会在马路上被车撞。
有人说其实伯伯蛮好命，天天无忧无虑，那像我们天天担心烦忧。可是，就不能让他在睡梦中无痛地离开，为什么让他走得那么惨，那么痛？

就当我们准备伯伯初十一早上出殡，凌晨三点多收到另一个晴天劈力的消息-我四舅也走了！

和我蛮亲的舅舅，从小叫他Daddy。
人很好，爱帮人可是就爱野蛮大声说话。
最讨厌他蛮横的时后，几天前我还投诉他在团圆饭时要求多多，生气他宠坏表妹。
我永远记得是他载我去KL读书的。

看着那平时野蛮的他，静静地躺在棺木里，大家的眼泪不停的流。。。
妈妈伤心的问他不是说好下次一起去KL玩的吗？
舅母伤心的喊着舅舅...
表妹忍着眼泪拿着新年拍的全家福给舅舅看，唱着“世上只有爸爸好~~有爸的孩子像个宝~~”还和舅舅说“爸你去做仙哦，不用担心，我会照顾妈妈的”

大家看着那全家福，想着以后就没有他了，都哭成泪人。

当看着至情的人冷冰冰的躺在那儿，才来后悔自己曾经做的不够，才来责怪当初不应该如此的对待他们；都太迟了！来不及了！

这次让我深深地了解到，每次醒来自己的家人和珍惜的人还好好的活着是一种福份；能好好地与他们相处对待，是一次老天爷给我的机会。。。

让人永远珍惜的全家福