Decided!

Is time for me to look for new job...

Even I am having a good position, nice prospect & consider easy job (only need to report to one cincai boss, and all the staff under me) but but but I have a very dry working experience daily.
I dun feel any self-satisfaction on my job; Despite several trying, I still couldn't self-motivate...i failed

Everyday I dun initiate new strategy to improve my team; I dun have any passion to train my subordinate; I couldn't find any enthusiam to fight or argue with my boss & other department head.

I dun take the excuse on my boss, but I already tried many ways even argue with him and talk to him openly, everyday jz do what I should do & keep quite when we are treated unfair. Problem is me, I failed to work in this environment.

I knew that, I might regret to give up this good position, I might need to suffer & see new boss face in or meet same boss in new working environment. But I am willing, why?
Bocz I can learn something new, experience different ppl & culture.

And the most important is, the possiblity for me to get a better or worse job is 50%-50%...but if I still continue the current job, is a 100% predictable end. So base on this calculation, why not take a bet? I am still single & young

At least I tried, and No regret...

Send out few application still no news, bless me ya!

Wedding Preparation-Wedding Band

This is the 2nd time me and B仔 find for our wedding band. I hope to get something good bargain during this GSS.

Before we depart, I had talked to B仔must be sincere for his comment on the wedding band bcoz I was worried he will have a 'As long you like & avoid so much troublesome'' mindset. I don wan he did that That tiny metal we have to wear it for the half of our life & is symbol of our love, It need not to be very nice design, It need not to be very expensive BUT both of us must love it bcoz it represent the promise & commitment to each other.

Outfit of the day

Chamworeeeeeee...

To avoid heavy jam, we went in evening time. Thought of brought B仔to see the Lee Hwa somerset 313 wedding band that he might like it, who know he say 'so-so' only. We had finish all the jewellry shop of the shopping mall yet couldn't find pair that Both like it. Then we decided to have a look on KL Goldheart.


Is Ony 7pm after finsh, B仔say still early for dinner lets have a walk, then we walked to next door shopping mall. Once I saw jewellry shop of then I still pulled him inside have a look.
Out of expectation, B仔 found one pair from Goldheart that he like & I also feel not bad. Is comfort fit & simple design, most important is the ring is thick enough for me this kind of clumsy & Chou lou person-Tahanable Wedding Band.


However that design have abit rose gold, even is a new trend design now but I worry it migh get old fashion after 10 years later. The sales lady adviced me that we can plated whitegold part anytime after that. The ladies service can rated them as super excellent & they are not pushy at all, keep serve me their jasmine tea. She advice me what the best ring size i should take & some professinal advice. Even initially we say need to consider first, she also smile and tell us if confirm then jz give her a call.


There is one interesting part, when we excitedly confirmed the order & talked about the engravement on the ring, there was a bad bad news for me.
Goldheart engravement technice couldn't engrave name for my ring as my ring design have a 5 tiny holes (for the diamond part), there is only limited space in between the holes. They unable to engrave the name there due to limited space.

Oh my god, Potong stem langsung!!!


I actually planned on the wording for the engravement & struggle not to buy that. Then the sale lady suggest I can try shorten the wording (which I refuse to ) or try on the couple lab that do the computer laser for the name.

B仔immediate hold the order then hold me ran to the couple lab downstair checking with the girl there whethere the name still can be engrave or not. B仔asking & checking thier engravement and keep measure the space for the smallest wording they have, then agak agak should be enuff only we go back and confirmed the order again.


Eventhough we need to spend extra, but bad thing always come with good reason. why?
Bcoz we are doing it ownself, we can engrave our wedding date after date is confirmed so he will have no reason to forget our anniversary date & we have alot new ideas for the engravement after that...since we can do it anytime later.


During the time i was frust the engravement cannot be done & I insist on the wording and rules I must follow, B仔 was there trying to comfort me and look for solution, I am touched...


When we walked to car park time, B仔told me after confirmed the wedding band he felt that we are one step forward on our wedding. I pretend never heard that but I was shocked this was from him, he seems like keen for the wedding too...


Even yesterday trip make us so exhausted as there is heavy jam in checkpoint but I reali enjoy it!I love this quote from one of my frenz fb:

Wedding preparation and marriage preparation has been tedious but fun.

It's not the outcome of what we do that matters the most, but learning to know and love one another through the journey together that matters

Dinner at B仔 fav spot, Spize @ Simpang Bedok Mamak stall that sell all kind of halal food, Malay, chinese & western. We need to wait for 45 mins for the food as thier business too good.
Beef sausage Cabonara spaghetti ****

The serve with plenty of sausage & the sausage was so chewy and taste great!
Yup, that's the Sausage!

Roti Joh Special (cheese + Mushroom)***
Mixture of cheese, mushroom& chicken.
I love their mustard & chili sauce

Penang Chao key teow ***
Very big plate, the gravy is nice

Sea coconut Longan **
wrong order, I thought of order sea coconut drinks, not dessert.
Too sweet!

Volunteer Worker

One weekend I went to 新山关爱儿童残障福利中心for donation, is my own promise that I must donate for those needed when I had extra. So bonus receiving must share with those needed.
No matter I had alot plan that cost me alot.

During donation, I understand they need volunteer on 19/6 for charity bazaar at Dacing competition. Only sis available 1/2 days that day so we only help for half day, mum also follow us.

During the event I saw the organizer was one of the hip hop intructor of Clarke Hatch gym, mum then meet my primary schoolmate mummy there. When I go and greet auntie, she told me his son (primary schoolmate nvr met for more than 15 years) is the organiser!!!

Wow, time change so fast...we always see each in CS but never thought that he was my frenz.

Opening Ceremony
These are the kids take care by them.

Paralyse, Poliomyelitis, deaf, handicap children & also few adult

Please help me what you capable, please share with your family & frenz around you. They NEED you!

Item we sell

Coffee RM5, Pandan Cake RM10, Chinese Tea leaves RM5

But the respond is reali not good, partly due to the audience mostly is young kids have no income & the things we sold is not practical. End up, sis suggest to them why dun we take the donation box walk around instead of standing at the behind corner waiting.

PIC talked to the organizer, ok with that. Then I told sis we must apply our skills during Zaman Hari Bendera.

Yooo! respond is better as audience couldn't run away while we keep standing in front & talking non-stop.

Of coz, some of them trying to drama and pretend. Nvr mind, is charity and must be sincere, we dun force.

Too bad, we wend back early as promise bcoz sis was stomachache & we had finish checking all the target donator.

Sis, Louiz & hand uncle-First donator to sis, actually he also there to promote 饥饿３０event, after donate he reqest take photo with sis

Group photo with other volunteer

I hope next time I can reali contribute for them, this time only few hours, not enuff.

Oh! I also got appreciation Gift

I always thought that I do not have any frenz in JB office, I always felt that I am failed to create any own follower.

My definition of Follower: Staff who willingly follow you.

Recently company organise Customer Service Campaign, there is a program called "Staff Appreciation Program"-We can order the gift from RM2-RM20 from office postman, AEON Postman will then deliver the the dedicated recipient.

I thought only my CCS team might send me the present as I alway belanja them & joke with them. Suprisingly, I also receive from my CMD team, touching as some of them I scold them, I rate them bad in their appraisal & give them warning letter also...

Is not the feeling of little girls receive present, is a self-satisfaction...like what Poon told me even my boss let me down yet I must create own value toward the staffs & team.
I felt that, they reali know that what I had did for them

Velvet rose (Lia & Ain), Mini Cup (Shamsul), Mini Roses (Ayu, Zaleha & Nissah)
I told CCS team the velvet rose is sooo nice when we see the cataloge...end up they order for me

Messege from them
Muackksss...

Father's day Weekend

I am very tire recently, felt like old ladies.
Supposely plan to update my S'pore trip with my besties, need to delay again

Yesterday I had full schedule; gym, do volunteer, movie, father day dinner.
Supposely today go in s'pore bring hubby see the wedding band I prefered, but he plan to drive in Thurday so that I need not to come back alone by bus...so sweet...

I promise I will update soon, hate to be lazy bum

皇帝不急，太监急

终于明白用热脸去贴人家冷屁股的感觉了。。。
一直告诉自己，如果自己性格急，自己要求高，就要尽心尽力去做。。。
可是，自己急，自己计划，似乎不成礼。。。
不是什么事都能该自己决定，自己担心。
要是如此，似乎没有它的义意了。
决定了，不要去做那些人家觉得多余的事了！
更好，无忧无虑。。
要求？ 当然有啊！就慢慢地，摸摸地去完成嘛！别急！

New MP3 Playlist

Finally, Eventually, Lastly I did it.

I had manage to add the playlist for my reader, so you my reader could listen the songs while reading my post. See, how considetate I am!

The songs of course is my favourite song(bcoz this is MY blog what!!!),dun expect any latest hot song (if you want you can get from FM station or DVD)

I had enquire Elsa so many times, still tak faham;
B仔help me few times also failed;

Today,after searching the forum, I did it, great satisfaction from it.
Hope I can learn more to improve my blog

What a Useless fiancee

B仔 rushing back to KL attend his maternal granpa funeral. B仔 told me his not sad just worry for his mum. I felt that I am useless as a fiancee, I couldn't beside him, couldn help him at all.

Last night, I only can sitting quitely beside him, I do not knowvwhat his thinking? I do not whether he is sad?vI do not how to comfort him? I justvworry I talked too much will make him frust...

Even before he leaving today, he apologise that he couldnt fulfile the date with me (movie & view house), he still so sweet to remind me not talk peeling dry skin on my palm, not to go out alone, drive careful...Yet I only can worry, very worry he rushing & worry too much fall on sick but cannot do anything for him, Useless me!

Mother Day 2010

Me and sis cracking the head of hot to celebrate mother day as we always go for restaurant for dinner weekly, all type of food we had brought our parents go...difficult to have special..
I still remember last year we went for Korea food with my mum godson (nong nong)

End up, we suggest this halal seafood restaurant at Permas Jaya-Seafood Senibong. This time Auntie & Uncle also follow us.

Is an open air restaurant, there was alot fish tank that we can choose the live seafood and get chef to cook.

Daddy & Muumy

Mum & Eldest Auntie

She is my second mum, we calling her 'mummy' since young, very dote on us. She is the one who bought new clothes for me every new year, bought the brand stationary for me. Glad that She could join us the dinner

Cantonse Style steam grouper

(Fish is damn fresh ****)

Gong Gong (***)
is abit like lala but you need to use toothpick dig the flesh out

Honey Gorent Sotong-kia (baby sotong) (*****)

Must try- the sotong fried very cripsy & the honey is equally coated all over the sotong

Ho Chak!

Toufu (**)

So-so only

Fried Lettuce (**)

Wedding Preparation

I decided not to pursue my previous plan as cabin crew.
WHY?

I do not to miss any part of my life time event preparation, I want to involve with B仔 on our love nest...I want to fulfil my promise during the proposal "Must hold our hand tight tight doing everything together". (Please dun vomit ok? is sweet!!! you will knew that when you in my stage)

I am person who wish to done my best if reali committed to get it done, no matter work, relationship, date, anything.

I am diet to slim down & looking for bridal shop, hope to take the photo once both of us are ready (I am slim & B仔is fit). I hate squeezing time during m busy session surveying the best package, taking leave to try and try the wedding gown, hesitate & confusing to decide which photo should choose

I hope to settle those pre-wedding matter whatever we could complish even the wedding date is fix. We even plan to survey the furniture, renovation shop despite we yet to confirm the house.
But at least, we shortlisted the prefer vendor, once the home & wedding date is fixed then we could just contact them and get it done.

I dun like to rushing get things done, I dun like pressure and worrying I am not doing the best.
Especially this is my ONLY life time event, this is my house...I want to get involve with the best I could (self satisfation)

Pre-wedding album, wedding band, shortlisted the preferred furniture shop, renovation contructor, quotation, wedding day videographer & photograher....

We wan to settle all this tedious yet troublesome (time consuming) matter done then I can concentrate to decorate our home slowly. We planned to have alot DIY on our home, the more time given on it, I believe the result will be the best.

Then we can start also for the wedding planning on guest, restaurant & wedding arrangement, without worry those album can it be done? the wedding gown alteration can be done on time?Rings is ready? finding who can take the photo..at last, due to hit the date line everything need to compromise (chin chin chai chai)

Yet, I receive some cold shoulder from those ppl, :"Har??? doing all this so early for what?"
Hey! I am not like you, so Rich need not to survey for the best package, I am not like you who have no requirement on the result.
Even did not fixed the weddong date, I am worrying that the time spend on our new house is making couldn't breath.I am start worrying whether i could make it, the only way to release it is to start doing whatever we can. I am WELL-PLANNED person ok!

Hope once we settle the tedious matter & manage the get a house then we can set the milestone for the wedding...Hope still can manage to get Rabbit baby on time! aiya, buey pai sei again!