JaN3lLe

I am Married!!!

2011-12-22T05:25:00.000-08:00

I feel so guilty for abandon my blog sucha long time, I was too BZ on work and wedding past few months, BZ till no time to breath ok? (ahem, just an excuse :p)

I was under tremendous pressure and even depress after we fixed the wedding date, very tired on different opinion and advice received, alot incoperation and keep worrying that something might go wrong. So everyday I will have to stare at my checklist and review again and again, I try my very best to ready for all the possible unexpected scenario. I keep praying this day can be over asap.

Suprisingly I was so enjoy on the wedding day, it was FUN!!!I keep smiling when I recall the ceremony and everything I seen, felt and experience.

I reaali glad that I had this wedding ceremony, everything I went through is reali worth it for all this. 原来结婚时才知道自己被这么多人爱 <3 <3

Bcoz of this wedding, I can hug my parents tightly and I have chance served tea for them.

Bcoz of this wedding, I realise that I have a very kind in laws family that dote me so much.

Bcoz of this wedding, I got suprise wishing video from my beloved sisters ( thank sis, I'm touched)

Bcoz of this wedding, I knew that how lucky I am to have families and friends that sincerely to help me in everything without expect any returned, yes! is Everything ( Travel to KL for my wedding, purposely drove to my house for meeting, help me survey photographer, checking for the best deal, spending few weeks prepare for gate crashing games). When ever I feel tensed, they are person can calm me down.

Bcoz of this wedding, I confirmed that I din make wrong choice marry him. I saw him hugged my dad, I heard he told my parents that he will take good care of me, I saw he trying his level best to be the best groom during wedding reception even he hate this kind of function.

Now I called myself as expert wedding planner, keep kepohing on other bride-to be on wedding preparation. I have long list wedding to be attend on 2012, can't wait to share my friends' hapiness moment.

Funky Pic after ROM

Counting Down

2011-11-15T05:50:00.000-08:00

5 days to go! I can taste the feeling to be bride, after so many months preparation and finally is coming.

Nervous, happy, and excited...a feeling that cannot be describe.

Bunny Niece Fullmoon Party

2011-08-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

Is another overdue post, sorry for the long MIA (missing in action).
I am so stressed up with the office workload and pressure from long list of wedding tasks, it seem like time is not enough. Everyday is having problems to sleep well and hard to breath!

Welcome another bunny girl to our family@ Ellery aka princess of Fion & Chua.
Finally they match the 好字of thier family.
Lucikly i snake out from the working Sat to join this family function. The party was held a Niniq Bistro Setia Tropika, with nice ambience and great food served.

I love the mushroom soup

My selection of the day
Aromatic Rice, spaghetti, satey, fried chicken and fish fillet

uncle love the choco cake

Fruit tarts is nice too

Mummy cousins

Group photo for newly promote mummy with bunnies

Star of the day- She looks sweet~~

hehe...I am doing practice how to carry BB

B 仔comment that有像哦!

Popeye Roma's

2011-08-15T05:38:00.000-07:00

I getting bored on JB food, always hope for some nice food in s'pore but seldom have chance go in for it...

Finally this few week my B仔 bring me for 2 place that I had nagged for long.

It's POPEYE!!!

The smell and taste for the fried chicken and mashed potato keep rewind in my mind after first try! finally finally i can have it again (yea, abit kua zhang, but I reali hope for long)

yohooo!!!

B仔having dark face bcoz I only eat one piece and he have to sapu all the leftover
Yae..bad habits, love to eat but only take small portion

Even still full, but we still headed for 2nd round dessert at NYDC

Thinking what to order!

Mine order-Dark Choco cake and ice-cream

Last 2 days, finally B 仔realize his promise bring me for Tony after 3 years (Promise he made when he still in KL)

We Q for more than 40 mins for the seat, lucky the food din let me down.

Nice view with Koi Garden

BBQ Honey wing

Honey sauce Baby Pork Rib

Steak~~ that I want to try it for long

Satisfied ME

Camwhore before leave

We din manage to finish the food still coz the portion is too huge for us

Pua Gei!

Princess Chua 24th Grand B'day Celebration

2011-07-30T06:36:00.000-07:00

My beloved sister finally reach 24th, eventhough she have1 week marathon celebration. Family celebration still a must in our family.

Sister requesting to have 1 day family trip on her B'day, the gila her propose to Genting (yup, i din write salah, is 1 day trip).

We had a simple dinner at George Dragon on her B'day eve

Chesnut Mille Crepe for sis
Sis make a real wish this time after non stop cake blowing for the past 1 week

Next day, we depart by 5am and reach KL ard 7am++.

Dim sum breakfast @ Kepong Fu Lai

After heavy breakfast, we heading to Genting to enjoy the cool breeze.

It is reali great that 1 family squeezing in a car chatting and gossiping non stop...I Love it so much and my parent also enjoy our companion.

Camwhore while waiting lunch served

Lunch @ Mushroom Park

The Curve flea market- Sis getting flower hair clip for her bali shooting

After curve stroll, I suggest dinner at the most famous Mamak stall in PJ SS2 Murni...

Murni still pack with customers, finally they had their own printed menu and I get to know that they had opened few outlet too.

Another unique service in Murni is the waiters will never write down the order, they take order by their 'Own memory'. My cute daddy keep asking the bangla boy to write it down and mumbling over there whether he will take the wrong order, and the worriness get worse when waiter still compile the order from the next 2 table.

Regular customer of Murni definetely not worry on it as they seldom will miss the order..too bad, this time he miss out my fav order 'Hawaian chicken'.

Nasi goreng seafood

Mango Special ( Must order drinks @ Murni)

finally I can taste it after so many years

Taste and price still remain same after so long

Claypot Lo su fun

Maggi Goreng

Nasi Goreng USA

My fav Spicy Beehun Bandung

nom nom...

B'day Girl ending celebration pose

Finally I am Enjoy

2011-07-09T06:22:00.000-07:00

Due to last minute decision on having our wedding advance, the impetuous ME was so worry that everything couldnt make it perfect and on time.

Had asking favor from few of my frenz and family in getting the wedding songs, yet the response still not enough for me to get the complete album. This still didn't stop me to get the songs I LOVE.

Finally I start to google and search on the forum for wedding songs, had to force myself to listen all the recommended songs one by one oh!

The demanding ME still need to glance through the song lyrics make sure all the selected songs transit our feeling on the this important day.

I never realize this process make me so enjoy, especially when staring on the lyrics and singing alone in the rooms with my mind fantasy on my actual day wedding...DEsperate Bride!!!

Thanks for my buddy XP that help me to download and copy the songs in CD, XP even had help me to choose a nice songs that I am going to use it for montage.

You all will have chance to listen Andson + Janelle Wedding Song on our wedding dinner, pay some attention on all this song, is specially customize for only our guest.

<3 <3 <3

Pre-wedding album Shoot @ SG Bridal

2011-07-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

Finally, finally, finally I finish this post after gather all the crew pic

Finally we had finished the pre-wedding album shooting...the feeling of looking forward, excited, worries. We engage SG bridal for this shooting.

We had 2 days outdoor shooting, Kota Tinggi & Desaru, I love the natural scene, green grass and blue sky with sea breeze. Yet is not easy to make this decision bcoz B is 汗宝宝 (sweating baby), He is too easy get sweat and he hate the smelly and sticky feeling once get sweat, his white shirt can immediate turn to transparent once he start sweating.

He took so long to struggle and agreed for the outdoor shooting coz he too worry that the result will not be good with his oily face, transparent blouse and sour face.

The first session we reached waterfall by 4pm, it is a very cool and refreshing place with so much shade of tree. At first we was so excited and even plan to play around after shooting done. We dun even have any chance to sweat and we was still have to soaking in the icing waterfall for more than 2 hours, both of us shivering while posing to the camera. Coz this is the first time model, we are so akward to do the pose request by Sekoi (photographer).

Thank for this pre-wedding shot, I can sense the hapiness feel especially when I saw myself clearly in his pupil ( There are so much pose requested us to look at each other). I saw a pretty and happy bride in his eye, and I swear his pupil is really clear as mirror (maybe is under sunny day).
I keep mumbling to B while posing 'B, I saw myself in your eye lei, I saw ME inside lei!'

After first time experience, second trip to Desaru we both start to get close with the SG crews and start to chat and joke with them. This round i had discuss with seiko on our expectation and some ideas, is reali happy he like our ideas too. PG assistant (Ah Bird) had done a very great jobs in dressing us and help us to hold our mini fan and towel.

After get close with Seiko, we very daring in posing our silly and funny pose in front of him. We don't bother what the result but we wish to give a happy feeling to everyone who view our photo (That's the real of us).

Sekoi keep smiling while he see the pic, and I told him 'Sekoi, that the result and respond I want it from my audience!'

He keep laughing that my B仔 is realli full of facial expression, and during the last session he even doing solo shot to him (hmmm...seems like he is more eye-catching). We all standing on the seaside untill the sky is getting dark，sekoi and bird pant already wet by high tide yet he still refuse to stop till he can the perfect shot, thumb up on our PG and PG assistant working attitude!

4 of us chatting non stop during the journey back from Desaru, and making so much jokes

The whole session is realli tired yet super fun, it had gave us a very sweet memories from this happy process, especially the 2nd round. I am so heart pain my B仔 wearing coat under hot sun and his sweat was dropping like water pipe, he din frust at all, he din show any dark face, it is very suprise he still smile and told me that:"B, i will try my best ok?I worry my sweat will spoilt the pic'

I feel guity and super touch when heard that, he was suffering yet he still trying to give me the best. ( I was so scare that he will like other groom walk off/ request to cancel the outdoor shooting). I never regret to have this photo session with SG, it let us have alot sweet memories and interaction.

We are looking forward on photo selection, hope it is realli want we want.Again, Eventhough there was some unhappy issues during gown selection, but I still have to compliment on SG. Except the gown selection part, their other service was reali superb!

Thanks SG who give a very memorable experience & we keep missing the day with SG crew. ( i should get them pay me adv fee :p)

Eye looks too big huh!

Yea, i knew you will say 'Not like you lei'

My eye memang big hor, jz that i seldom make up ma

I love the hairdo and make up for 2nd round, Keep thanks Jenny (MUA) for her best work
Spot the ballons behind!

Photo selecting session- cracking my head to select the best pic , we went twice on the pic selection
Kakak that help me select and alter my wedding gown

She was the best chatting kaki of B仔during my long make up session

Joe-PG Assistant for Kota Tinggi session

Very funny guys keep amuse us by shouting '笑开!!!’, very touching that he dipped himself in the waterfall first Everytime to find the best standing spot before guiding us over there.

Bird Tea-Assistant PG for Desaru session
Thanks her to gave us alot ideas on posing and attire, very responsible and serious in job little girls. Bird was carrying the shooting equipments and our towel all the times without showing any tired looks. We are so suprise that she is only 18 years!
She is my secondary school junior from Pelangi !

Jenny-MUA @Magician

Thanks for her magic hand that transform me to damn pretty bride

I steal her pic from fb, no chance take photo with her, she was so busy everytime i went SG :(

Sekoi-Our PG, very reluctant when i want take photo with him

coz he is in messy look and insist want B仔 along

we are from same college and same school in TARC, what a coincidence!

Old fren meet up & Oishii Dinner

2011-06-23T06:37:00.000-07:00

nomminb for Giant Sausage@ far east plaza
Elaine Yen aka Abu-ex neighbour during TARC hostel
finally I met her after 4 years

Amelie also joined us, too bad I forget take pic with her

Tea time order-Ice Choco
hungry lookss!

KSL Dinner @ Oishii

Not recommend, thought trying new restaurant but is bad choice

finally food served..yoo!

Jordan & Mai Wedding

2011-06-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

Me and my B 仔purposely make a trip back to KL attend my Uni fren Jordan & Mai wedding.

Jordan & Mai dating i knew them from HELP, B 仔also close with Jordan after mix with my uni gang, we both are happy that we can mk it to share their joy on this important day. (Almost cant get the leave)

They had dating for 11 years and now finally they had tying their knot...Congrate again!

Camwhore while heading to restaurant

Jordan treat me so well, locate me at VIP view table

Total 75tables with cocktail served

Standing Poster in their actual height

Camwhore with my charming B 仔 (From my point of view, **wink wink)

Hapiness Bear

Here come the newlywed

Groom is crying when he gave a very touching speech, of coz he mk the tears rolling in my eye too

Dessert is so special- Muachi with lotus paste (tiny pumpkin)

Taste good!

Clarence & Jo with BB

Remember last year end I had just attend their wedding and now they are soon to be daddy and mummy

3 Years translate from her chinese name

She always call me "Citibank" when she see me everytime

(my nickname given by uni lecturer)

My best fren from TARC to Help and Citibank-Kristy
Super lovely and kind lady

Me, Pau & Kristy

Me gang during college time, even long time we din meet but our topic never end once we meet.

I miss the time we discuss about homework, gossip about classmate and sharing the love relationship problem

They never forget me, mk me feel guilty that couldnt alway meet them when i went KL

Nice capture from Ken

Once upon a time we was little crazy girls that do alot 28 and gila things

3 Years, Lai Fong, Emily, Sun Yao (from China), Syze Ying (From left to right)

The only photo we manage to take with the newly wed, luckily they pass by our table

Another gang during Uni time

Have a final post before we leave

Next round gathering should be on my wedding, I am so so so happy that all of them immediately confirm my wedding date and mark down without hesitate when i announce that I'am getting married. Some of them had started to plan on the trip for my wedding.

It is a kind of touching while i get this respond from them especially they need to travel from KL to JB. I reaali glad that I have them be my guest on my wedding. See you alll soon!

Warmth & Joyful Family Gathering

2011-06-16T05:54:00.000-07:00

I am back, sorry i was too addicted to recently 9pm & 10:pm show, schedule too tight to spend time running my blog :P

Last week attend my uncle (daddy youngest bro) open house , it is reali a warmth and merry gathering with my paternal relative, most my auntie stay at pontian seldom I could see my cousins unless for wedding ceremony only.

It is very rare chance for meet all my cousins and chatting with them by gang, especially me who stay far from pontian

front view of new house at Megah Ria
catering menu-specially order from安记楼

Fruit Carving- Nice right?

Work by my cousin in law aka chef 安记楼
You wouldn't get this from any catering service.

Juicy gossiping session at living hall

Hmm...This is only less than quater of my cousins family. Yea, I had huge family you will witness it during my wedding soon.

All the kids are concentrate with i phone
They all my niece & nephew, is time to admit I am old

My Auntie (Daddy sister) is enjoying their grandmahood
<3 <3 <3

Lets have a peep on the youngest generation group of my family

First time I see him, I only know his nickname 'Gao Jiao Gui' (Teochew)
Meaning: Gluttonous ghost

Yvette aka 小不点, i love her round big eye

Quick witted girls princess but with tomboy characther

Celine

Zhi Hao, m male cousin- Do we looks alike?

I only have 2 male cousins

Tong Tong- Only BB willing to play with me

Coincidentally my 5th auntie B'day falls on that day too.

What a merrier moment that all her siblings, nieces and grandchildren celebrate with her

Cute max right the cake?

All my family holding huge share of Magnum ( invest too much bet on magnum)

Too bad, the number din not strike next day

She feel shy, but still putting her pleasant smile

My daddy sibling treat us very well, they always concern on us sincerely and never forget us, is very seldom you could have this strong bond relationship from other family as I always heard the story of family politics or family drama.

I told myself that I had to make myself present with all my family session more frequent even is at pontian too. Looking for another awesome family gathering

Janelle Life & My Best Friend Princess

2011-05-22T06:29:00.000-07:00

Camwhore while waiting B仔 trying pants @ Plaza

Enjoy herbal mee sua with mama & mei mei@ Tong Shifu

Finally I get this 2 can glass after sacrify our 2 weekend lunch
Pink for me & Blue for B仔

I love her shy smily face, keep flashing her photo back this few day
Baby Jane @ Babe Tate's princess

My best pal & another lovely princess

Omg! My pue chue is getting prettier & attrative, I have no chance to joke on her anymore

Another step forward-counting down

2011-05-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

Counting down again, 5 days to go for our pre-wedding album shooting.

Even thought there is some unhappy moment during gown selection, but it is great that all my best friends and love one are there with me. It is so great we can have the sister reunion again after babe tate B'day.

We both excited on this section for our wedding preparation most, not bcoz we can look prettier & charming on those photoshop photo. It is bcoz we have alot funny pose & stupid ideas want to try on this wedding shoot, we want to have some special design for the photo.
We not sure the result is good or not, but we reali enjoy the moment in discussing and get ready for this shooting.

Finally this is the first hapiness part we finally can got through for our wedding preparation, hope there will be more to come.

Ikea and Overtime Date

2011-05-12T07:12:00.000-07:00

Finally B 仔willing bring me go S'pore Ikea after I request so long. Yohooo...I like to have a look on interior design and latest home-use product.

It is so great that I can discuss and plan the design of our future house with my fiance together Classic Camwhore post in Car

Take down this for our future house
ThanksB 仔 give so much creative idea!

Aother excited part to have Ikea tour is I can taste the Ikea Swedish meatballs which I have missing it for years (the last time I have it should be 5 years ago)
Is Long weekend, cafe is full of crowd.. luckily we get the seats

My nom nom

Yumm...yum..yumm

B 仔Grill chicken set

Fried chicken wings

Itadakimasss!!!

Yesterday was a very fruitful day for us, I give him a "Suprise' as promise, we have additional off day. Settle the stupid income tax and insurance claim, I got my Baskin Robin on "Pink Day' promotion, what a sad news for me that BR do not sell my favourite Rum raisin flavour anymore.

We go for 2nd round after dinner with my beloved sister and ady

Overtime Bistro

Tea? Ya, I reali thought just go for tea as still weekday..
Who know it end is 'Ang mo Tea'

It is a reali nice place with superb ambience, this is their 3rd branch after Tropicana City KL and Penang. The waiter told us that, they will invite Taiwan Supermodel Chiling for their opening ceremony

Ready to drunk

Shooting Session?

What they shooting??

Glasssess of beers
5 of us but 10 glassess on our desk

Is unexpected relaxing night, live band and Germany Aromatic beer...Jz that there is one stupid AkSi drunker that making noise, make us have to shift the seat. Thanks my dear sis bring us here.

Taiwan Random Update

2011-04-28T07:30:00.000-07:00

I was so tense up for the past few months, finally we have a chance to breath and throw everything aside for long rest.

The trip was planned since last year with one of my bestie (Tate), I was so frust that unable to planned it details before the trip start as I need to settle my wedding stuffs.

Realli lucky to engage the cabbie uncle who brought us so much nice spot and cheap and nice food!

lazy to resize DSLR photo, share with you all the photo from my i phone

Sheep shaving show-清静农场

Playing crazily on the snow moutain- Only 6'C

Camwhore with snowman

Hot Steamboat after snow moutain trip

Is great shiooks to have hot pot under freaking cool weather!

Can you see the smoke?

Best hotel we stay in Tawain-逢甲夜市

Aladdin Theme

Only RM100/N

Peep on the ceiling

Camwhore at hotel lobby

Giant Ribbonssss

Pinky Podko Dot Ribbon

B so tired after whole day Marathon shopping

Poor them have to Q more than 30 mins while we are shopin around

Tadaaah!!Bombing Cheese Ball- 逢甲夜市 This Prawn looks small and just steam, but it reali fresh and sweeeet

Thanks for the cabbie uncle bring us to buy the fresh seafood, I love their special wasabi + chili sauce very sparkling combination!
4 of us rate the seafood feast as the best food we take, it mk us so contented to have this!

The osyter is too fresh until babe Tate keep lickin her fingers mumbling to her darling 'Wah..nice, nice!!'
Free Vege from Lady boss
Ah Zhong Mee Sua- Thick gravy mee sua with chewy intestines
We eat that for 2 continuous days 尤鱼羹-士林夜市
Fried Osyter -士林夜市
仙草刨冰芋圆！

I almost miss out this famous dessert, we are rushing to take it within last 15 mins before we prepare checkout last day...Thanks Tate insist bring me in

Crowd-西门町

西门町

Me

2011-04-28T06:49:00.000-07:00

Mango fen cheong-Autsin height

Durian Pancake-Worth to try

Thick Durian with a non greasy cream!

Imagine the car is full of durian smell after my purrrrpp!

Finally i got the Lainege sleeping Mask!

Good Friday dinner & Chill out session

2011-04-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

Guess what? we are missing the 'Chou Pi' session and the inside joke during out taiwan trip.
So we have another session on last weekend

I rate this as the Best photo among the group foto

Everyone is off except me on goodfriday, just bcoz of me the dinner have to start after 8pm but i believe the waiting session is damn worth it!

To avoid the heavy jam at JB on this long weekend, we dine at the warakuya J'nese restaurant nearby

Tate & hubby (Mr. Pipi)

They are very photogeni after our trip...

A big applause to Mr. Pipi who make a big change from always 'Siam' when the camera is focus to now can pose easily

<3, <3, <3

salmon sashimi- All time must order menu for us

This Ramen is reaaali great!

sorry i forget the name, jz pick the 'must try Ramen' will do

My saliva is dropping when i saw this photo. The shop is reali kind, they re-fill the soup for us too-MUST TRY!

Nanman chicken bento-Crispy chicken cutlet with awesome sauce

Crispy cheezy prawn shushi -add on order as our partner have big appetite

We also order another set of nanma fish bento after 1st round, end up we are too full

Babe Tate is excited waiting for the free pudding after before the meal start, who know the pudding is finish and they just serve us fruit. Abit dissapointed yet we make a great joke with them waiteress there jz bcoz of the 'Pudding'

It is long weekend, all the nice pub was full of big crowd and car park is full.

Lucky our Mr. Pipi recommend us new place at molek. Quite a nice place for chill out as we really can sit down and chatting freely.

The best thing is they provide free flow of cocktail for ladies, not free cocktail, is Free Flow of cocktail. End up, me and tate love the cocktail than our own order.

interior design

Chamwhore time-Sorry i phone quality

We have a great night again, chatting and sharing with each on our life habbit, showing off past love relationship history and plan for the next trip, alot silly jokes from our partner...

Unconciously we spend more than 2hours over there, Time always fast when we have great moment! Viewing my calendar hope for the next session!

I am back

2011-04-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

I have re-charge mt battery after a great holiday with my fiance and best frenz from taiwan.
It was so reali memorable trip that I have the companion of them, best scenery, best weather, best fren, best partner and best inside jokes!
It was reali fun and relax to release myself far from the work, and problems.
I will share my trip to you guy soon, stay tune!

Looking for new

2011-03-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

After so long, finally i look into job search engine again.

Hope this time I can get better respond.

Is time for me to look for new environment, praying hard (fingers crossed) that I can get a job I want...Gambatei!

Souther 2011 Annual Dinner

2011-03-16T05:52:00.000-07:00

Prepare myself for annual dinner, ready myself at Perfection Hair Studio

close up frm back view

I love the hairdo so much!!!

Camwhore

Finally after 5 years!!

Meritorious Award-Also finally

So paisei as I am the only Mgr won this award. Dun bother la! as long I got free trip

Special lei my Deluxe varities combination...Taste yum!

My staff perform live band

So high my staff!!

With my CCS staff

My boss-Mr. Chen

VIP guest-GM Ms. TJ

Meritourious Award for Souther Region

My staff all get crazy and run to stage
Shamsul...he so cute

I am Glad To have You

2011-03-09T06:24:00.000-08:00

I always told myself every bad thing will come with good reason.

Recently I was damn depress and stress on the wedding arrangement. I cannot tolerate any unschedule matter, everyday searching from net, calling every where to survey and keep seeking ppl comment. Still alot of matter that out of my control and it affect my feeling and those ppl I care most. I dun have any energy to speak and even smile nowadays.

However I keep motivate myself that as long I can get someone who is sayang me, all these nonsence & grievance is worth it!

Today i received a warm sms from my fiance ''B, I am happy marry u soon. This is the only thing I m happy now''.

My heart is soo warm when I read that, I knew that he also suffer tremendous pressure but I nvr thought that I still can be the source of hapiness to him during this suffering period, I nvr expect he still care of my feeling.

Now then I realise if we dun experience this, I might not have chance to know that how mature he is and how responsible he act as someone husband. And he actually put me as his priority too. This is not the guy I knew 4 years ago, he change for me (guess so :P)

Suddenly, I forget all the worriness and sadness and all I want is to be with him.

<3 I Love You <3

我不快乐...

2011-03-03T07:55:00.000-08:00

太多的不肯定, 太多的不同要求, 太多的无未花费...
无论如何的妥协, 如何的将一切往肚里吞, 如何的鼓励自己, 我还是不快乐...
把我的快乐还给我, 我受不了了!!!

Crazy me

2011-02-23T07:00:00.000-08:00

Everything is uncertain, everything must get all parties satisfy, everything is happended without prepare,everything seems not enough time, everything is to co-related, everything seems urgent...OMG!

I am tension! I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!I am tension!

Luckily I have my fiance and best friend keep comfort and encourage me, without them i reali will collapse.
I keep told myself "Bad thing come with good reason, this is a learning opportunity for you, this is a initial stage of your next stage of life, whether like it or not you must handle and do it well...you are not doing it alone, all your love ones is with you"

Gambatei Janelle Chua!

KLSE Investment: 成功，一次就够了

2011-02-23T06:57:00.000-08:00

KLSE Investment: 成功，一次就够了: "有一个人，一生中经历了1009次失败。但他却说：一次成功就够了。 5岁时，他的父亲突然病逝，没有留下任何财产。整个家里就只有母亲外出做工。年幼的他在家照顾弟妹，并学会自己做饭。 12岁时，母亲改嫁，继父对他十分严厉，常在母亲外出时痛打他。 14岁时，他辍学离校，..."

Memorable and Warm Rabbit Chinese New Year Celebration

2011-02-21T04:55:00.000-08:00

I want to share with my friend only happiest CNY in my family in this Rabbit Year. Every year we will celebrate with maternal side family. This year reunion dinner was held at my 3rd uncle house at Austin Height.

This year CNY is much more merrier bcoz we have alot new members, my Singapore cousins family, cousins that first time joined us again after she married...and B仔 join us for this big event too. I am glad that he can beside me and experience one of the family event that I appreciate most.

Before CNY came, I keep told myself must enjoy this year bcoz after I married, I might not able to celebrate it with my family in cny eve. This might be the last or last 2 year CNY reunion with my big family (tears rolling each time I thought of this )

Photo credited to Best Photographer of Goh Family-Esther Goh

The little gal with brown colour blouse-Esther Goh

3rd Uncle & Auntie-he is proud for his new year scrolls

Potluck Dinner

Aisk..Photo capture after food almost finish

After finish the buffet style potluck, all of us start to have our own activities, Let's have a look!

Playing around with little evil niece-Averil

吴家三朵老花
Gossip Session by Goh's 3 golden flowers
(I love this Pic most@ very happy smile from them)

Gambling session inside the house
(Place where all the kid can finish their red packet within 1 night)

Kids spinning around the house

(CNY is alway the best period for them bcoz they can have unlimited soft drinks and tibbits, red packet and best part is no more scolding session from adult)

Chamwhore session is alway smy fav
We love this pic alot

Kimmi (cousin)lagi suka chamwhore-pattern banyak

After rest, is time for lighting of 'Kong Ming Deng' (Wishing lantern)-Lantern for u to write your wishes on the it and sent it to sky for god to receive and help you realise it!

I dunnoe how true is it, but is very meaningful when whole family wrote all their wishes in a lantern and put it fly to sky together; Each of us praying sincerely together hope our family member dream come true soon.

6th uncle wrote all his lucky number-see the lantern he choose is 'Alway strike 4D'
Somemore he wrote with the first prize, 2nd prize, 3rd prize and consolation prize numbers

6th uncle family

Chin & Kimmi with their partners

Jerryck look tired waiting for my cousin-in law to light up the lantern

Photo session with my Family & wishing lantern-Kacha! Kacha!

Close up of our wishing lantern-

$$$ come!

Now is another excitement session

Why everyone is so excited holding pair of chopstick with hand up?

The most being look forward session on our yearly reunion dinner-Lao Yee Sang

Yee Sang(Prosperity Toss)-Colourful raw fish salad

Everyone will shout their wishes loudly during the time they mix this 'Yee Sang'

Yum~Yum~~Taste so great especially when have it with my beloved family!

After countdown session, it time to BOMB the sky!!!

2 silly cousins holding stick scarely on hand with firecrakers on

Uncles is smarter- hanging firecraker on long stick

3 firecrakers in 1 time

Everyone start cover their ear and running far away

Neighbours nearby is having firework competition

we are busy starring on the sky seaching for the best firework

This is how the firework look like

The fireworks reali make the night so colourful & wonderful

We keep show off to S'pore family gang 'See, you can't have this in s'pore!'

My S'pore family 'Can la, you can see this during national day'

Our respond is 'Ceii!!'

Before we end the dinner, we had a family portrait for each aunties and uncles family and also whole family.

Eldest aunties family and S'pore Cousins

Chua Family and future son in law <3>Why they pulling the hand up?

Bcoz when Esther request them do some informal pose...End up this is what the old folks posing

See, they so enjoy for that!

Last but not least

Happy CNY Reunion Family Portrait-Yipee!!!

For few reasons, this year is the most memorable and meaningful reunion dinner for me.

The unexpected thing is B仔 told me after the happy reunion dinner, he will try to arrange every 2 year let me have chance to come back have reunion dinner with my family even after married.

I was so shocked that he offered me this...So sweet to get this best pressie from him on the early cny. No wonder I accepted his proposal, he knew what my feeling and thought reali well.

悲伤的新年

2011-02-19T15:52:00.000-08:00

我和家人经历了一星期失去两位至亲。

大年初七，我刚和B仔家人捞完鱼生开心的离开餐馆是受到表姐的电话-伯伯去世了！
我父亲的亲哥哥，命不怎么好小时被车撞，脑袋伤到。说他傻；他又记得事会帮别人干活，说他正常；他又爱惹事乱骂人。只能说他是个爱到处乱走像小孩的大人！至从祖母过世后，就由我六姑姑照顾他。
姑姑说伯伯从初三就失踪了，正当大家但心快要去报警时（初七）小姑丈看到伯伯穿着一件很脏的衣服走向小姑丈家。就当大家以为找到了，他应改会去小姑丈家休息时，姑姑收到电话-伯伯在过了小姑家很远（走路要3小时）的马路被撞死了！走得好惨，整张脸和衣服都被撞飞了。
大家都不明白为什么伯伯没走去小姑家？为什麽一位天天走路（走了几十年）的人会在马路上被车撞。
有人说其实伯伯蛮好命，天天无忧无虑，那像我们天天担心烦忧。可是，就不能让他在睡梦中无痛地离开，为什么让他走得那么惨，那么痛？

就当我们准备伯伯初十一早上出殡，凌晨三点多收到另一个晴天劈力的消息-我四舅也走了！

和我蛮亲的舅舅，从小叫他Daddy。
人很好，爱帮人可是就爱野蛮大声说话。
最讨厌他蛮横的时后，几天前我还投诉他在团圆饭时要求多多，生气他宠坏表妹。
我永远记得是他载我去KL读书的。

看着那平时野蛮的他，静静地躺在棺木里，大家的眼泪不停的流。。。
妈妈伤心的问他不是说好下次一起去KL玩的吗？
舅母伤心的喊着舅舅...
表妹忍着眼泪拿着新年拍的全家福给舅舅看，唱着“世上只有爸爸好~~有爸的孩子像个宝~~”还和舅舅说“爸你去做仙哦，不用担心，我会照顾妈妈的”

大家看着那全家福，想着以后就没有他了，都哭成泪人。

当看着至情的人冷冰冰的躺在那儿，才来后悔自己曾经做的不够，才来责怪当初不应该如此的对待他们；都太迟了！来不及了！

这次让我深深地了解到，每次醒来自己的家人和珍惜的人还好好的活着是一种福份；能好好地与他们相处对待，是一次老天爷给我的机会。。。

让人永远珍惜的全家福

JY & Rachel Wedding

2011-01-25T22:36:00.000-08:00

This is a super overdue post, me and B 仔had attend his best pal wedding on last year Nov. I actualli had upload the photo for long but keep waiting the photo from others to have complete post, I have no patient to wait anymore, jz let me finish the post the the church wedding photo.

Both newly wed is his very best frenz since secondary time, and only them never forget and appreciate B仔 despite he alway so passive for this friendship. They reali kind and cheerful gang.

B仔 first time join the brother gang, he was so worry before that as he alway heard how I tortured other wedding brother. Who know, the next day he came back and told me 'Sup sup water (just a piece of cake). We attended morning ceremony, church wedding and wedding dinner.

I love to attend church wedding as is very warm and touching ceremony, and the advice sharing by Pastor on how to managing marriage is very interesting, but this time the church wedding is abit lenghty and boring. I almost fall of sleep.

vowing session

This is the interesting part i meant, the Pastor this time given us few suggesstion if we want our marriage to stay eternal. Please DO NOT do these:

1. If you love me, you must know my needs!

We always assume that our partner already knew what we want, what we hope, how we feel. We assume they knew everything of us better than anyone. So when when they never do as what we like, given what we expect and care on our feel, than it will end with a very big dissapointment and of course fight/cold war.

I do agreed that is our partner duty to understand us well and care of us but if we did not share with them, did not tell them what you want, did not let them know what you feel...than how do you expect your "Kayu partner" will know that?

Communication is the crucial point, if you want to let them know what you need-Tell them nicely!

I knew guys sometime have the listening and memory problem, dun give up! Keep telling.

Base on reseach, if you want to remember something, you must keep telling for at least 6 times. So keeep repeat in different way in 6 times, so confirmed they will capture it well.

2. Every time is You (When complaining)

When we have any argument, below words will sure prompt up by words or in your mind. You ALWAYS, You EVERYTIME in a very frustate mood.

However this words will always perceive by another party as 'I never change, I am the person who torture you, you alway suffer (victim) and you are pointing the finger to each other'

Try to communicate in a constructive manner when there is a conflict, it will be better you could tell them what you expect them to do in next time rather than blaming each other.

3. Good! you must hear my advice (Motherily/fatherily manner)

Please la, you partner already under the monitoring of their parents for the past 20 or 30 years. When they get married, it mean they are adult and finally can enjoy his freedom. If you still expect them follow your instruction as their parent, must well he/she to be mummy boy/daddy girl.

3. Both of you must be always together and being possessive
You are mine so you cannot spend your time with others, we must do everything together All the time.
Ya, after married he/she is yours. It is good to plan and doing everthing together and sharing all the memories together. I agreed! that's reason we married.
But never overdoing it with possessive action like 'Never allow them atttend casual social gathering, not happy when they have their own gossip session with friends, Insist that he/she must be there with you eventhough he/she are damn busy'.
Come on la! they already willing to spend their balance of life with you, don't be stingy let them have some freedom.

4. If you will Appreciate,you will have the blessing marriage. Always giving thanks cause eternal blessing
Be grateful to whatever he/she did for you and your family
Eventhough they did not do it well enough, eventhough they did it unwillingly, eventhough they did it very late. But remember they still did it for You!!!
We always feel very touching and thanks to other ppl who help us or did small token to us but
Most of time, we tend to forget, tend to complain, tend to take it as good to our partner.
Start now, show your appreciation to them.
Thanks! I am so happy! I love it!-All these is such a simple words.
5. Love!It is purpose of life. However, the most important is that in pursuing it you become more gentle.
I believe, every of us heard this complaint from alot of old couple even our parent too that 'Last time he/she is not like that', 'Last time, they are so kind and soft to me'
Ya, many of us change alot when getting together long. We forget how to speak softly and gently assist them when they need. We just thought that since we already knew each other so well, need not to pretend..then started use the loud voice or throwing temper when communicate.

I read an article before, when we are in love there is 'No distance' btwn theheart. That the reason all the couple in love alway speak very soft yet they still can hear it.
(signal and reception are very clear and correct)
But when the distance of heart is getting wider, they will start to increase the voice when talking, sometime even shout! The scary distance make everyone start to getting fierce and higher the tone. And the more we shout, the distance is getting lagi wide.

If both couple can stop doing above point sincerely, high possible (not 100% guarantee)
You can be more loving as you grow old!

You know what? most of us will stare to our partner when we heard each point from the pastor with the OS 'Eiii, sound so familiar' 'Eiii, I think i was like the person he mentioned'

Henry aka B 仔frenz told us that he and the gf like hit all the point. lol!

I knew that eventhought I also far from those point, but at least i start working with it and improve better, I believe relationship is like business need to spend time and effort and is growing it in long term. Chayok! Chayok!

This is the happy newly wed

2 of them had experience alot of issues till now, they actually was couple during school time but too bad the relationship did not last long, they was just patch back less than 2 years only.
JY insit to held wedding this year bcoz he remember his promise to Rachel during school time puppy love 'I will marry you after 10 years later'. 2010 is the 10 year due date of his promise, he feel that is much meaningful it he can realise this promise.
Touching right?

Crystal aka Henry Fiance Seldom see my B仔 in charming look6 of them are the best pal for more than 10 year.

Very kind and interesting gang, love to mix with them when we back KL

I am back

2011-01-25T04:18:00.000-08:00

I am sorrry that abandon my blog for so long, there are so much pending post.
Too busy last month coz rushing for staff appraisal and so ganjiong for my exam, cleaning my messy room and wardore before chinese new year.
Finally settle everything that fall sick again that ruin all my plan...
That was so long i nvr touch the lappie.

No matter how, I am active again! stay tune

Sickcat

2011-01-20T05:16:00.001-08:00

Urrghhh, fall in sick again.
Non-stop vomitting, diarrhea and high fever make me so weak and almost fainted in clinic...
feeling body is getting old, just vomit and diarrhea can mk me dun even have energy to walk.

Mummy was soo worry about me, keep asking what to do as my face is so pale and i dun even have energy to respond. Thanks for the expired tea i drank, i deserved that! next time please check before put in anything into your mouth

Suprise X'mas Gift

2010-12-27T05:12:00.000-08:00

My initial plan for walker count down party was cancelled, i thought i will be having boring X'mas.
Guan ying ma po pi, B仔 was sick and MC on that day. (I am not pray he sick hor, jz hope he can celebrate with me. I din curse him ok?)

After whole day rest, he is fit enuff to bring me for dinner. I was so glad that I need not stay at home for this eve.

We went for same place for our X'mas celebration last year-MOET Bistro
Eventhough they had shifted to bkt indah, but we still willing to travel so far as we miss the smoke duck .

New X'mas hairstyle

The new bistro is much more spacious but I still preferred the previous layout.

That nite too much walk in customers, end up we have to wait so long for our served.

Lets have a look our X'mas Menu

caesar salad

Mushroom soup *****
This is the first time I try their mushroom soup, suprisely the taste is so Great!
The garlic bread is crunchy with thick butter smell.
The soup in light texture and with sweet taste, I alway thought that mushroom soup must thick and cream enough to touch my tastebud.
This is our first time try such different mushroom soup. Thumbs up !!

BBQ Chicken wing-Snack Order

My Fav Smoked Duck breast
The duck smell like ham and very chewy, there is no any fishy duck smell

We thought that this is the special menu for X'mas, so we purposely went there jz for this.

Till that day then we realise this food is in their menu..so silly!

After i refresh back the last year X'mas photo, the food display is different then last year also. Maybe they do some adjustment for new shop.

Grilled Salmon-taste so so
Dessert time!

B仔 Posing with Tiramisu

Sweet Couple Camwhoring

The owner is touched that we still went there again, and after we told that we actually come for the smoke duck, he kept check with us whether he got let us down. We are his best support when the shop locate at Pelangi.

We actually like the food and the price is considered quite reasonable but the 'Location' is mk me down, too FAR and very jam area. If not, i can always dine there.

We reached home before 12am, after I change my pyjamas I received a suprise- No! I should say unexpected X'mas gift!

I PHONE 4!

I was planning to buy it for him bcoz my i phone 3Gs was from B仔 also, till now he still using the bulky nokia phone. He keep warn me do not buy him i phone, and he dun wish to have it!

Who know he purposely Q at the s'pore handphone shop early that day morning before he come back for doctor (Remember he is sick).

I was so happy!!! Is not bcoz i got new phone, Is bcoz I so wish he could have an i phone too, so we could text can call each other more frequent when he in s'pore. Is the i phone could connect us much closer. I could alway send him what I taken for my lunch, since is 'Free'

He said let me use the latest i-phone and he just use the 3GS (my old phone).

My heart was melted when hear that after i heard that. I am really a blessed lady...

How to get a partner who will just think of me when he afford for something better/good? How to get a partner who always put me as priority before himself? How to get a partner who always want to give me the best despite I always very calculative with him?

Even for me, both phone is having 95% same function but I still love it!

Thanks B仔, is not the present touched me, is your lovely heart that cheer my X'mas.

Merry Christmas & I love you!

Very different and meaningful Weekend

2010-12-20T05:53:00.000-08:00

I had spend a very meaningful weekend with my beloved fiance. Suprise celebration for my best frenz (i will post it after i got the complete photo), attend family function, and realise a promise we given to each. Thanks Hubby to accompany for doing all this!

That was very long time we din have 2 person dinner, so we went for Warakuya Japense restaurant bcoz I din really taste the food during my B'day. Is so sweet that 2 of chatting non stop during the dinner and doing alot silly act

Sashimi

Chef recommended Pizza

Soft shell crab sushi

Love the pizza most

Chamwhore <3>

After our first visit to the orphange home, B仔 promise to me we will buy pressie for the angles as their X'mas gift. At first I was planning to buy some stationary or books for them but the PIC told me better not as they have alot this kind donation, she suggest me to buy some chips for them.

After cracking our head discuss with B仔, we decided to prepare a kids hamper that have alot candies and tibbits, we are sure all the kids will love it!

Sat morning, we headed to a grocery shop to bought the tibbits then headed home for the most important part- Gift Wrapping

I had to admitted that I had very little contribution for this part.

All the tibbits insert by me into the wrapping paper, was re-organised by B仔(not attractive to get kids attention)

All the wrapping paper stick by me, was re-stick back by B仔 (not tight enough)
All the Ribbon tied by me, was re-tied by B仔 (ribbon not in shape)

End up, I was jz helping to cut the tape and ribbon...and eat the tibbits.. lol :P

Tibbits for the hamper

So serious in organizing the tibbits & candies

He keep nagging to me, all hamper must have the same portion even the number of candies else the kids will fight for it!

Finally Done! Camwhore before we depart to the home

It was so tire, whole back is ache, we spend almost 2 hours to finished the wrapping

Next day morning, we bring the small gift to them. Few of them was not around bcoz they had follow their family member out, actually most of them have family member (single parents who unable to take care of them) and the are few pairs of siblings. The home also adopted non-chinese (Thailand)

The youngest is only 3 years old, very talkative (blues dress beside me)

Red Shirt guys called Ah Yan-Only downsyndrome guy, he din show any excitment expression when he got the gift but keep starring hamper and follow what other kids doing for the toys

Only this photo is allow as I dun wish to publish their face.

The angles are so disciplined, when they knew we are there for gift giving, immediately they Q up to prepare receive it. But I get them to sit down, is better that have close interaction in circle line. Kids keep bugging that could unwrapped the plastic and open the toy egg.

Actually we can felt that frustration of the Ai Xin mama ( Auntie take care of them) when the home was mess up with the toy and the kids was fighthing and refuse to start their lunch, but me and B仔 still buat tahu. Bcoz we feel is super worth it if we can see the angle smile and excitment when they receive the hamper. You know what? they are worry they din receive the same tibbits compare to other gangs, keep checking their hamper (what 'Someone' nagging is reali true)

The best thing is you can give them a short moment of hapiness. Of coz we did help to clean up and chase the kids go for lunch.

Even this time we have very limited interaction with the lovely angles but we had promise them to visit them again. I feel very happy that I reali did it for them and B仔 promise that we will do it more often. Even I only can give them very finite financial/ moral support, but I very glad that at least I still give them for what I could.

This normal kids are different to those downsyndrome kids i saw before, they knew what their background and I saw some even trying to avoid thier own parents when they came. Even they are young but they realise and sad that they do not have their own home, love and care is much more needed compare to others for them.

I hope this is jz a beginning and I could repeat it as my habit, I am reali reali very grateful I had B仔 support and do it together with me. :)

Belated B'day Celebration-Beloved Kakak

2010-12-13T10:01:00.000-08:00

I was kept complaint my AEONer Malays frenz forget my B'day. Sakit Hati!!

Finally we met up during my training at KL last 2 weeks, TGIF-Pavilion.

We share share the food as they had eaten during thier break time

Kak Anis@ alway love to organize party and gathering
Me, Anis, Azie, Kak Felicia and Elsa.

Actually we had a very special celebration by Friday staffs but i still failed to load the video. I had great moment with them. And thank felicia who make me Wish come true!

p/s: I make a wish that Felicia will pay the bill when i before i blow the candle :P

Dun be Silly!!!

2010-12-13T05:02:00.000-08:00

I think everyone of you had read the new of 22 young boy commit suicide just because he ws dumped by his gf.

It remind me the heart pain feeling i was suffer after being i break off by my secondary school bf and the unbearable period when i was being betray by my college bf. That time I kept asked myself how am I going to survive? How to live without them?Why he want to do that for me? How should I respond when I saw him with new gf? Should I beg him?
Whatever love song you listen, tears will dropped; Whatever love story you watch, will remind you and him. you will match you love story to whatever you saw, heard and felt.

However i never thought of end of my life bcoz for me it was a very unfilial to my parents who gave me thier best. Today i thought back what i did after break up, I was sooooo SILLY!!!!! is damn stupid.

Luckily that time i had my best frenz beside me, Hui wen, Pue Chu,Bernice, and the most important person is-Amelie. She always there to listen my repeated & repeated sad story to her, I still remember her innocent face when she listen my story, she passed me tissues when i cried. I am sure I wouldn't recover so fast if I don't have them, If I nvr thought of my family.

This heartbroken love make me growth, make me understand who is my best frenz, mk me understand what is love. I gained alot from my ex-bf, and thanks them I had my fiance.

If he suicide because he was being chase by family, or he was broke, or he plan to cheat the insurance claim for family, or he was suffered by critical illness...I still can accept.
It was damn stupid for the boy who leave their loved family just for the girls that not loved him anymore.

Please be strong if you experienced unhappy love relationship, trust me the better one is coming!
the more beautiful things in life a awaiting you upfront, time will let everything past. We have to go on and stay strong, for those people that love you, for better future...

Wonderful 28th Birthday Celebration

2010-11-22T04:43:00.000-08:00

B仔 and I agreed not to take leave for our B'day this year as we need to reserve annual leave for our family event and frenz wedding. But I still decided to take leave on my actual day, coz dun feel like angry or being scold by anyone in my B'day jz bcoz of the stupid office matter, and i was so scare later my staff celebrate for me at office mk me so embarass...

I thought this year will be normal B'day for me, even the previous few years I was just having meal with my bf or family, that it! But this year only me alone coz bf in s'pore and I malu to date my frenz out celebrate for me, somemore is weekday who is free for me...

1 week b4 my b'day, babe tate email me free on Monday nite to have a meal with me. I was like 'Wow, first time my fren initiate to celebrate my B'day, even only her I feel still feel happy...'
I keep show off to B仔 'hhumm..my fren date me during my b'day eve''...

I did suspected that will 3 of them give me suprise? No impossible, next day is tuesday, how Bernice can come back? and she hate to rushing to work? Amelie shd be in oversea, long time no news? impossible take leave for my B'day...should be Tate pity me and want to dinner for me only.

The week b4, i was re-call back i was like thousand year nvr celebrate B'day with my frenz, the latest shd be college time, Amelie did it for me...

Then Monday nite, after work babe tate fetch me...I still dress abit coz I plan to take some foto...coz this is the first time she celebrate B'day with me...

When I hopped to her car, she asked 'why dress up so nice?', I jz paisei replied 'Nola, already wore b4 ma'..
She bought me to Japenese Restaurant, I was talking non stop to her after saw her...din notice that she din pay attention to me, once i stepped in I followed her to a room...I peeped into the room 'How come got ppl inside?' "Eii, Amelie, Eiii, Bernice!''

I cannot believe what i saw and stunted outside the room and and SHOUT for verrrry loud 'AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!' and the whole restaurant was starring at me, my frezn all ask me to cool down.

My camera capture too blur

Can u see the <3 by Bernice & Tate?

I love this most! cute max~~

My fav sushi

Dumpling, recommended by waitress..nom nom

Sorry, i knew is blur but i wan to post out all my sweeet moment.

I keep asking them, why u are here? not need to work meh? my mind so excited and blur, the whole nite I was like a kids got a long-waited big barbie dolls..Cannot concentrate what they talking, we start to order the food, and I asking them 'Is my bf knew that?' then no one bother me also...

Suddenly after we start our food, Bernice got a call she was very Gan Jiong to answer the call with the mouth that full of sushi. Then she suddenly walk off and say 'I go and take the cake'.
I was like 'huh? so fast? haven't finish the food wo?'...Then I asked Tate, "Is she rushing to go back?'' Amelie faster replied 'Nola, she say she is hungry, she want to eat cake!'...

Suddenly, I saw her bring in my favourite Secret Recipe Marble Cheescake with alot lovely candle and card on it...Eii, there is one more person behind him, I was shocked for another time...'AHHHHHH!'. My B仔 was here also. He purposely rush back from S'pore to give me another suprise...

Bernice so pressure :P

sorry, senget

See, I was so happy...smile with my symbol rabbit tooth

The Cartoon deco is actually the handmade B'day card from Bernice
The Lamb represnt B仔, with his photo on the black card

Pelangi 4 flowers

Cake cutting session

Rehearseal for cutting wedding cake

Zebra-Babe Tate (coz match her skin colour)

Pink Piggy-Amelie ( He fav is pink)

Horse-Babe Bernice

Cow-Me ( I still dunnoe why I am the cow but i still love it)

4 of us have totally different characthers, perception & lifestyle...Fate that make 4 of us to be classmater and sitting beside during form 4, eventhough there was a long period while some of is in KL & s'pore. We seldom contact but we alway keep each other in our heart all the while.

That is precious friendship i got during my life, I do not have much fren but for me the real & sincere fren that I had like them is reali more than enuff. They worry for me, happy for me, sad for me and did everything for me even I always so demanding & throw temper to them.

Even we knew each other more than 10 years but I never celebrate my b'day with Tate & Bernice. Coz we dun have the culture that buy present or celebrate during for each B'day, for us the heart is the most important. Even jz one time, I am reali enuff, Thanks Bernice organise this B'day celebration for me, Thanks Amelie for purposely rush back from S'pore (sacrified her time with family & daneal) and Thanks for tate who give me such a suprise & scarified her sleeping time...Thanks for everything you guys did!

I love you all...This is the most wonderful B'day in my life. I SWEAR!

I thought everything is finish & Tate send me back home, who knows there is a 3rd suprise waiting for me.

My sister, ady, niece & nephew hide inside my room with B'day cake!!!
I was keep jumping & clapped my hand after saw this...The 2 kids sang in very loud voice 'HAPPY BDay to you~~......''

Yam Ice cream cake

Make a wish again

The whole nite I couldn't sleep, my heartbeat non stop and I keep recall what happend that nite.
Tell u what, the whole week, every night before I sleep I thinking the moment I saw 2 of them hiding in the room & my excited feeling come back...the whole week I was slept with smily face...

Recover lor!

2010-11-21T15:20:00.000-08:00

Finally recover from the illness, this is the first time I am so suffering, all the illness visited same time, fever, flu, sore throat, bodyache, diarrhea, vomit...i was fainted twice

I been clinic for 4 times in total, do blood test, my throat was pain like fire burning, stomach grurpping non stop even i had finish my last drop of 'Shit', vomit till the all the stomach juice is out, past 1 week I was in a either feel vomit (after eat something, even medi or drink water) or stomach hungry (after vomited)...

Mummy was so worried me, and she reali take good care for me, purposely spend so much effort to mk those unappetizing food so delicious, but few time i had donate it to the toilet bowl after ate. Thanks my wonder women!
The 2nd day I was mumbling that i want to eat porridge, than mummy faster make this super nice clay pot seafood porridge. I so scare i will vomit it, so i eat small portion once in a while, after digest then continue balance.

The worst thing is not the suffering during siI had spoil t up our pre-plan family Genting-Melacca trip during Haji, Arrrrggghhh... so guilty!!! Finally we had a day EVERYONE is off and daddy purposely off for us. Yet, we still have a great family gathering, dim sum breakfast, korean lunch & porridge dinner with Jusco shopping

Nice to see but I din touch at all.

The only food I manage to find it from the Korean restaurant

Seafood fried rice, Poor me :(

Stone pot mix rice

Taste nice after mixed all the assorted vege, meat & egg

Dessert-Korean Red bean dumplings & fruits

Kim chi hot pot also, only can see

Simple dinner 古早人 i knew everyone choose that for me... <3 <3

Happy Birthday B 仔

2010-11-21T14:37:00.000-08:00

I had secretly draft a simple B'day celebration for my sweet fiance once we decided to back KL this week. Date his family member for dinner on Saturday nite.

B仔 thought was just a usual family dinner, thanks for his mum, sis & bro who helping me to get it done! hmmm, how abt Unlcle? coz auntie say uncle too honest, dun let him know sure he will bocor the plan, hahaha..

Sister recommend we go for this Halal cafe at wangsa maju

Restaurant Four Happy Seasons

The restaurant with double storey in 4 different theme of spring, summer, autumn & winter

Camwhoring at Summer section

Sam @ coconut tree

We dine at Winter section, blue lighthing and those ice deco. B仔 still not aware the purpose of this dinner, keep asking the sister is it she going to pay

Teng, Teng, Teng!

Camwhoretime

B Dad仔 (very honest & sincere man)

Auntie

Sweet~~

Sue, Andson & Sam

His very excited and talkative each time he met his family, the mouth is non-stop moving once he saw his family. Now he is sharing the first-hand gossip with his siblings after he got it from his mum.

During the dinner, there are so much ppl celebrate the B'day over there. The waiteress was holding the cake the those our nearby table with B'day song playing also, He still joking there 'Ei, dun tell me that for me hor!' he even kacau the waitress 'Where is my B'day cake?'.

Who know after a while, the waitress came to our table ask 'Can we start now?' he was stunted!!

He thought the waitress reali get a cake for him, then we all start singing B'day song with all the guest at the restaurant, he was so happy and keep laughing 'Heeeek, heeek, heeek...''

Thank sam helping me buy the cake

He drama nvr make wish

Cake cutting

I couldn't give him any special or grand celebration but i knew he love his family & me the most. Sure he feel very happy when all his love one was singing the B'day song for him.

Happy B'day My super Duper Big Head Fiance!

The video during his B'day, take note on his happy boy face

Papa & Mama Birthday Celebration

2010-11-01T06:02:00.000-07:00

We are celebrate caring daddy 61st Birthday advance, it is really a big headache when deciding the dining venue bcoz JB is reali have limited dining place and we had tried most of that.

I suggest for western food or seafood, end up we went to Yew's Cafe.

We had dine at Yew's several time, this time the serving all make us dissapointed, is a 'Torture'for us to swallow the food, Sucks!!

The photo was taken before we tastes it, feel so 'Paisei' bought daddy there

lil Sis-Steak

Dad order Ostrich

Mummy fav spicy food-Nasi Rendang

Gordon Blue Chicken B 仔

Ya, still control my diet..so thats my green food

Ady order salad too

Red wine is the best order that night

After food is gift giving session, dad was shocked "har? still got present? i thought only dinner.

Dinner enough le la, why waste $ for present!"

Daddly mumbling when saw the gift

But look at his bigwide smile once he unwrapped the pressie

Thanks B仔 for capture this best shot!

Ta-daaa!!!Crocodile Watch from 4 of us

We request the B'day Boy pose with the pressie.

*Put on his hand on the shoulder*

Dad alway very steady on our request

After 2 week is my superwoman 60th B'day -My lovely mummy

This time we choose th new restaurant on 'Master Yong Abalone-杨师傅', learn from the mistake, this time we had verified with few reviews before we went there.

The food is light & not greasy but taste great! worth to try!

We order 6 person set meal.

Checking on the menu

Camwhoring while waiting

lil sis with new hairsyle

Daddy also capture the food pic

The shark fins soup

Butter Prawn-nice~~

Mushroom Brocoli

Braised chicken with herbs

The soup is taste awesome, the combination of chicken & herb just nice~~

I had finish all the soup

This is the first chicken soup that not oily at all!

Dessert- Chilled sago honeydew

Of course there is also pressie for the Birthday mama too

She have the same respond as daddy.

But mum is too smart, once she saw the plastic beg she ardy knew what the present.

Coz mummy dun like to spend for unnessary and she always angry if we buy expensive and unnessary stuff for her. So we bought the Non-stick frying pan that she plan to buy, definetely she will love it!

Family protrait

Ady suggest for 2nd round after dinner, we went to Modern Revelation, some camewhore pic during the tea session

Camwhoreee

Eventhough is just a simple meal and normal present but I felt that Papa & mama are happy and enjoy, bcoz they will keep smiling when 4 of us joking and chatting with them during the dinner session.

I knew they are happy as long we are with them, I love them too!

Overdue Overdue Post

2010-10-28T08:17:00.001-07:00

My bf bring the lappie to s'pore, I am very lazy use the slow desktop to online.
Kenot find my card reader, unable to post alot photo taken
witting post without photo cannot describe best on the real mean...

Wedding preparation
Daddy B'day celebration
Staff dinner

Be patient with me till the lappie & card reader back ya! :P

Games or Politics

2010-10-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

Is a very busy & Excited week.

Received my bonus on 26th but i had finish it 80% within 20 mins, :( Geng Leh!
I jz log in my internet banking, settle my my debt with few clicks, Habis!
Maybe I din give much hope on the bonus, and receive the news that my Japanese Boss rate my region lowest grade...anyhow is much better than my expectation.

There alot unexpected & new issues in my work this weeks,busy to solve it on time.
I keep told myself that is good that I can learn new things and gain better experience but still frust when need to deal with those idiot ppl, you cannot scold them as they not ur direct subordinate, sometime I even need to speak very politely to them since they also management level.
It is very exhausted that everyday need to squeeze the brain juice figure out how to fight with them and get things done. I hate those stupid & lazy ppl who jz like to push ard on their job.

This late evening received a calls frm someone, this secret man trying to tell me some internal secret that one of management is 'Targeted' my region. (hmmm, mean find chance to trap us down). I feel sad that after receive that calls.

1) What is his intention to call me? Is he really want to remind me be careful OR
just want me to bcome part of their chess in this politic games?

2) Why the management boy want to target me? Jz bcoz he want us to achieve target OR we
are not co-operate enough with his stupid request sometimes?
Come on, pls be reminded that I am ur staff, your bonus is depend on me and my staff!!!

The best part is I have to pretend to thanks him to being so kind and take risk to share this news to me.

Nowadays to avoid my Japanese Boss have lagi worse perception on me (the despicable HQ boss keep bad step my region), everything I will have to CC him to prevent he got the filter news...OMG, I need to join this kind of games again, I need to wear my mask be a hypocritical office lady, yuccksss!!!

勇氣

2010-10-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

昨天收到了一位朋友的好消，她注册了，她找到了她的另一伴了，她也快要当妈妈了。。。

虽然我的第一表情是惊讶地，因为一直以为她是单身的，所以有点 "吓:" 到。

但是真的为她能够这么快的踏上人生得另一个结阶段感道欣慰。

她让我想起当初我和 B仔的那段见不得光，偷偷摸摸的爱情 : 那段不被大家祝福和认同的感情。什么不开心，什么痛都不敢说，只能拼明吞进肚里，每天都要演戏，每天都要装的不让公司的人发现，那时也不明白自己为什么要选择这段那么幸苦的路。没有经历这一切的人绝对不了解那种辛苦。

是傻吗 ?是笨吗 ?

是爱吧 !

是爱让我们紧紧的握着对方的手不放，是爱让我们一步一步的为对方改变，是爱让我们努力的让这段恋情见光，是爱让我们用心得到大家的认同和祝福，是爱让我们坚持到今天。。。

从 B仔跟我求婚，买屋子，准备结婚的过程。。。让我回想以前的辛苦是值得的!

我不能够完全体会她那复杂的心情，但我知道她是幸福的。

她得到了家人们的体谅和接受，她有了他们爱得结晶，她遇见一个愿意照顾和爱她的人生伴侣，最重要的她得到她最在意重要朋友们的祝福。。。

在这段恋情让她意外的发现她其实得到了更多，她原来有个多么体谅她的家人，她能感受到宝宝在踢她肚子的感觉，她得到了对她不离不弃的老公，她有着一群陪着她的朋友。。。她得到了这么多别人未必能拥有的 !

虽然她和他还有着一些些的小问题需要去面对，我相信她们那满满的爱会让她们比我和 B仔更勇敢，我有信心她的附出都也是值得的! 爱就是要有勇气的 !

如果你们看到了这篇，千万别问我她是谁?发生了什么事，只请你也和我一样为她和他的爱情献上祝福

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

Don't Regret

2010-10-14T05:55:00.001-07:00

There is a real sad story i want to share

Ms. C- My ex-staff in KL office

When Ms. C join company 4 years ago, she have fat & Auntie appearance with very loud voice.
Bcoz of this, there is no Team leader willing to take her. I take her unwillingly also, but suprisingly she is a very aggressive lady, she will try her level best to achieve all the target it, be it target total calls, total collection. She never go for lunch and toilet break bcoz she insist want to achieve her target before she go back, eventhough she stay at Klang (2 hours ++ distance) but she everyday stayback till 9pm. Due to her hard work, she start to shine in her career...
We converted her from contract staff to permanant staff, she promote as team leaders, and now she is the Assistant Manager...

I had witness her success journey, eventhough she have some attitude problems after she success but she still that strong.

2 years ago before I transfer, she always will share with me her personal things (she have not much frenz). She hope to get marry, every morning she reached office very early and she will spend time surfing marriage vow webpages. She started to save $ for her wedding. Every time I I will question her when met her, she will smile and replied ''Janelle, coming coming, I am saving the $''

Finally after 2 years +, past few months I receive her invitation for her engagement on Mid of November. Eventhough I dun plan to attend it but I still glad that her dreams finally come true.

Something unexpected happened on 10/10/10.
Her future-fiance and fren on bike was knocked by trailer during they out for invitation, both die on spot!!! All her dream are GONE!!!
I not dare to call her, bcoz i knew i couldnt help anything. Any condolence message is bullshit.
I found out from frenz, she is very unstable and still couldn't accept, keep crying when anyone call her.

My heart very pain when heard that, Ms. C is happily prepare for her next mth engagement and this is what she hope for long, an accident change the ending.
I always read the similiar story frm newppr, when this happend on someone u know, the feeling is different.

Her story reali enlighthen me alot...
I always wonder when is the best time, I always say I am still not ready, I always say I need time, but I dunnoe that IF one day there is 'No tomorrow' on us, I will regret that we moving so slow, I will regret I still not yet step to the next stage, I will blame myself that keep hesitate for alot thing...

I dunwan to regret, I dunwan to waste my time in blame my job, I dunwan to spend time to frust on those tiny issues...I must cherish every moment with my family, my love & my frenz

Tim B'day Celebration

2010-09-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

Eventhough I had confirm my attendance on the Tim secret B'day celebration but on that night I was feel like wan to run away again. Lucikly I still force myself to go as i think is time for me to release my stress....

Venue: Walker

Sis & Evon
Cheers for B'day Boy

Can u imagibe he is younger than me

I love this pic alot

I was abit tipsy

Tim's net frenz

Weiming aka Evon'bf

He was obedient when we request him to take photo with this lady/guy

The flower printed dress lady is the free gift for Tim, whole night stick on him
When we request them to kiss, she immediately extend her tongue,

and of coz Tim 'Respond'

See my reaction, I was more high than them..lol!

Tim bei tahan us keep teasing him, at last he said 'Ok la, I fuck and let u guys see'', guess what?

The lady reali pose in ready mode, can u see is trying to take off his pant?

Of coz, they din continue, jz for fun

Tim is forcing DJ to bottom up the liquor

Adam @ Tim's Bro- photographer of the day

Gotcha!!!

Sis was drunk, she keep holding my hand and not allow me to go back

Oreo, me, Evon, Adam's Wife, sis

The most suprice part is next day i still wake up on time to work, I am glad that I still mk it at last, I feel better after swinging and shouting in the club...it mk me feel young again and I feel better now!

We finally found IT!

2010-09-16T02:55:00.000-07:00

I am sooo sorry that I forgot to disclose good news that I mentioned in my earlier post will announce on 8th Sep. I was too busy and no time to blog after that, pls forgive me

We found the house finally
YES! We Got it at last!

4 Rooms, double storey at Pelangi area with fully renovate, and had a huge bathroom (too bad no bathtub, but space is more than enough to install). Still need some touched up for the wall and cracked part

Is realy unexpected for us to get the house, Specially thank to our Auntie house agent that so patient to looking the house for us, we never seach and contact other agent except HER.

She is not like those unethical and those story turing sales agent, auntie always ask me dun decide so fast whenI was 50-50 for the house we viewed, she told us spend few hundre thousand must get the house u love. I was so paisei that she brought us so many hse but keep tak jadi (like I m fussy client)

Auntie agent told me "Miss, I was so happy for both of you that got your house' she even advice me how to manage my marriage. She is reali cute auntie, when we pay her the agent fee she request us Must invite her for house warming, and she will ready big present for us.

We are almost give up the hope can get 2nd hand renovated, 2 storey house, 4 rooms, and must locate in JB town. Most of the JB house are torn and old, some with renovated but asking price is unreasonable high. We even plan to change plan for those new develop house, but very far and always jam, jam, jam, super not convenient for us.

During the journey we search for house, we had few arguement and I even blame my parents for stopping me go for those overprice/below my expectation jz for the reason I dun wish to delay our wedding plan. I also blame B仔 for not aggressive looking house.

But after we got this dream house, I realise that I was too childish, I am Sorry!!!
I reali appreciate my family and fiance who love me so much. This house searching period is another learning stage for us and I am glad that I can experience all these during our wedding preparation.

I will be more mature, promise!

Fiance B reali remember what I hope for my future home.I feel very touched, when he told me that 'Baby, we jz buy simple cabinet when we move in once we have more saving then I will build your dream closet.'
I love you, pls keep your word hor!

We are so excited on the new house, and start planning how to deco future home.
Eventhough is a new financial burden yet is another big step for our wedding preparation.

Sweet Weekend-Due post

2010-09-16T01:42:00.000-07:00

Thnk to PM give me extra PH, eventhough today need to work but luckily jz half day.
Let me finish my outstanding post.

Finally we had dating during the fasting month, soo good that fasting month no one go for movie, there is no queue needed to buy ticket, save time. After movie B仔 bring me for ice-cream that I tempting for long

shuang dao~~
Rum Raisin (my fav ) & peanut butter ice cream
mix with the honey coated walnnut...it mk me flying to sky

After half day dating, we went family dinner at Bkt Indah 乐乐steamboat buffet, is quite famous also. this is my 2nd time

Is a 2-in 1 steambat, the variety of steamboat is not much and soup base is normal but the chili sauce and sambal is very famous , sambal chili "main attraction' for this steamboat, last time i go only left the empty bowl for the sambal chili

Pinky Fish shape fishcake-lovely rite?

Fried Yam dumpling and Foo Jut

Pork Slice

Beef slice

Bon Appetit

Sis peeled alot prawn and we fried it with sambal-Sambal prawn

The fried bak gua also very soft and sweet

We wait so long till the soup hot

B is enjoy...he is the victim in this buffet as we all are on diet and not dare to eat those oily food.

End up, he was the appointed tong sampah Taken by sis & secretly change to my i phone wall paper

we finish the dinner quite early, so we went to horizon hill show village have a look.

he is actually over-stuffed by food, sitting there to rest
fantasy on enjoy my high-tea
Sis promise give me same potrait for my future home
Hello Kitty princess room

4th Anniversay Universal Studio Trip

2010-09-13T06:21:00.000-07:00

Iust time flipping is our 4 th year anni again...this year we hope for something different but B仔have limited leave so we decided to go S'pore Universal Studio (US) during this special day since he have the voucher also

Thanks for B 仔to exchange the ticket earlier

Sentosa, we are coming

Car Park Entrance

Damn expensive charge $26/day

Standard photo to everyone who came Universal Studio

Alamak, look at the left side 3 gals

Once we enter, we saw Charlie..i am so excited line up take shot with him

There are staffs over there assist you to take foto, so you need not go and look for those stranger who you feel they now how to use the camera and use they soft tone to get the help from them.

Innocent look Charlie Chaplin

Sexy Betty

Look at the big tree

This is the only selling point of S'pore US, roller coaster but temporary close for maintainance

Welcome to Madagascar

See who are they?

The chubby peguin soooo cute...

they shake their butts with the song of 'I like to move it, move it!'

Adventure time in 'Far Far Away' Island- Shrek

We get help of one indian ladies for this pose, she shaking her head after press the camera button ( for indian meaning-ok)

who know, half of the shrek head tak masuk

We went for the Shrek 4D, that is superb and better than Disney land HK...we keep laughing in the cinema..and enjoy the torturing session (shock, water splashing, and mice running on our leg)

Greeny Shrek & Fiona

Dunnoe what feature is that, but looks cute

Here we come 'The Lost World Jurassic Park''

I believe the timidility is co-related with the age...

nowaday we not dare for too excited games..so we only go for those little kids level games, Sia Sui Nang!

Ride on the Donkey and Dragon flight

Ancient Egypt

Ride on the Treasure hunter-this old vehicle will bring u to the venture on the sandy Egypt

Camwhore, camwhore

This Hipo looks so real

Accelerator in Sci-Fi City-Spin madly

nothing special,Is jz the cuppie we used to see in the fun fair

I know u will say ''Aiyo, again'', lol!

I actually follow the pose from one tourist (inside joke)

Posing time

We love this pic max

James Bond & Marilyn Monrone-Pirated Version

Loui's Bistro-lunch time

I placed the wrong order for kiddie meal, somemore got free lunch box

but the portion still enuff for me, sob sob~~

His Pork Sausage spaghetti

Taste not bad

Yup, I knew I am good in pose-bei pai sei

There is alot funky hat hanging outside one shop that for tourist photo shoot, Of coz I manage to get few for camwhore

There was alot antique car display in the studio-we selective those we love for posing

Beauty in the mirror

Shopping time

some cookies and candies as souvenir gift

I forgot his name, is a real ang moh.

He standing in souvenier shop, let us take photo

He unexpected standing beside us, shock me!!!

I was so excited when saw Kung Fu Panda, faster run to the Q, who know the staff there told me Q end...so sad :(

luckily B仔still manage to take this foto for me

This boy approach us courteously for short survey, B 仔very straight away agreed

who know the question is never ending, I had walk around, camwhore and go for washroom they still not yet finish. There are some interesting answer from my B仔

How you find about car park here? Too expensive
Will you visit US again? Maybe
Any staff over here that you can remember during this trip? You lor (eye starring at him)

B仔beh tahan and ask him back 'I thought u said is short survey?'

In return, we request him help us to take this ending shot for our US trip

Sweeeeeet Max <3>

After that we went to casino to try luck, but still loser the end...we are craving for nice dinner around 9pm+. End up we decided for Japanese cuisine-Ramen Play, actually attracted by the soup smell outside the restaurant

Camwhore while waiting food serve

My choice-Pork Ramen ****

Soup base is really thick and swee, noodles is so elastic & chewy, I love the juicy orange egg yolk

B仔menu-Dry curry chicken ramen *****

B very seldom take spicy food, but he insist for this curry meal

The curry have nice fragant (diff w those indian/chinese curry) and not so spicy

The chick chop is very crispsy and the chicken meat very soft & juicy inside

Slurp Slurp~~

I more prefer his order, omg I miss the curry now

This Ramen restaurant is strongly recomeded, we sure will visit it again

(for food, not for gamble ok)

No harm to try if you have chance go Genting Resort.

Latest Season Couple Photo

2010-09-02T08:20:00.000-07:00

I had not time to update me anniversary post yet, but hope to share with you this new wallpaper we created for lappy.

It is our culture change wallet photo every year. We also will change the display photo (desktop, room & etc) after our trip, be it local or oversea vacation.
We always crack our brain to decide the photo of the year together. Trust me, even just a small pic but it will flash your sweet memories with your partner, it will let him to loveee u more, lol!

And this is the latest season I wan to share

Counting Down

2010-08-27T20:21:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!! 4 days off till Tues, then Friday on leave to KL...I only work for 2 days next week

I am counting down for next week for all the great moments after exhausted and tortured period past few months...

Our 4th year anniversary

S'pore Univesal Studio

KL Trip for B仔 Daddy B'day celebration and family PD outting

XXX (**Secret till 8th Sep, but I really can't wait to share it)

But too bad, I have to miss out the prayer of ghost fetive season this years, missout laughing gossiping during family gathering.

Busy, Busy, Busy

2010-08-23T07:02:00.000-07:00

Busy, Busy, Busy.....
This whole week is damn busy

Internal auditor suprise visit-Thanks to my leader who doing fraud and cheated company money

ISMS auditor came today, must pass the audit else I cannot afford to lost the company certification because of me-Thanks to Auditor choose our region for the certification

Appraisal that need to complete in one week, I had 80 staffs and insist to have fair evalutation so still want to ensure the calculation is done after result, attendance and productivity are taken into consideration...all this are take time-Thanks to my boss who on long leave that miss out the email and dateline from HR

Closing-Tomorrow is closing, cross finger hope that no extention this month again else I need to change my schedule. Cracking my head for too many public holiday, short working days next months.

Lucikly this month we start work by 8am and operation end my 7pm, finally I can back home early to rest

Best Remedy of My Sadness

2010-08-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

I am sad, Confuse and Depress on last whole week...

Wonder what I want, Regret what I did, Sad on my failure.

I couldn't sleep on Friday night, keep thinking the Quote from Buddhisme that ''A person is suffering due to they are pursuing something wrong'', I am wondering whether am I in that situation? If yes, which part I am looking wrong? I still couldn't sort it out the whole night.

However, yesterday it make me realise that no matter how sad and unhappy I am now, I am making the best choice return back my hometown, I am very lucky that I have my family, B仔, frenz that accompany me. I had very enjoy and superb weekend yesterday, can't wait to share with my readers.

I was planning to see my sinsei for regular check up after whole night awake sleeping.

When we reached there, long queue as expected, Then we go for breakfast while waiting, after we resume to the clinic, the number still very far from mine then I decided to visit it other day.

Since we do not have any plan for the day, then we end up to Leisure Mall for action Movie "The Expendables".

When we reached home then see my s'pore Auntie & Uncle finally visit us after sooo long, I keep teasing her after they got future-daughther in law then forget me le.

Daddy brought us to 新湖滨for seafood dinner

Posing with sister at the entrance

We actually want to sit at the open air section, because the ambience is nicer and there is live band.

Discussing the menu

Camwhoreeee while waiting food serve

My sisters- we always fight and argue yet we still care each other most

Best Recomended-Steam Kampung Chicken
Taste GREAT!! *****

They served us my favourite part-chicken thigh

The meat is very soft & tender, the garlic sauce is different than normal chicken rice sauce, it had a very nice fragance

Seafood Tomyam-no rating because is not nice at all

Fried Crisphead lettuce with bean cheese *

sambal 大头 (bigger size than lala) ****
The clam flesh is juicy and fresh, it had very good combination with sambal chili

Garlic steam 竹滩 (shell seafood that in bamboo shape) ***
The flesh so chewy after steamed, like sotong texture
Is quite expensive, 1 stick cost RM16, this plate cost RM48

Steamed Grouper in teochew style ***

The Main course tonite-Salted egg Crab
yum max****
Chef is not stingy on the salted egg, the crab is super fresh and sooo meaty
I am saliving when see the photo

sister can't wait to taste the crab before other food

I always have the habbit to eat crab last, so I had to tahan and keep staring at the crab while finishing other dishes.

Here my turn, I got the biggest claw!
Is as big as my plam

After dinner me, sister, ady and B仔heading to sutera utama for 2nd round with cousin kimmi

车大炮- board game cafe.

Recently JB is hot on this kind of board game cafe, let the youngster to play games when yam cha, there are different kind of games: Excited, test your eyesight, IQ or patient. Alot of interesting games you can get from the cafe.

There are different package offered, we choose the 6 person package that cost us RM80++ include 2 hour games, free flow drinks, simple snack

Kimmi is doing QC of the food

The blue stick is made by sterofoam-you can find it in all board game cafe

Function: To beat the loser as punishment, it soud very loud 'Paoo!Paoo! when you hit ppl

Me and sister are the losers first round-have to wear the wicth hat

Ady and B仔 is the losers 2nd round-Pokka Dot Bunny Hairband

3 round games we divide into 3 group by couple

Everyone was squeezing their brain juice to win it because the punishment is being beat by another 2 couple. Me and B仔won it, Kimmi and DYB is the losers due to DYB is so helpful but also forgetful. This 2 couple is creating so much fun that night, both of them is making us laugh so much...DYB is blamming Kimmi slow, Kimmi is staring DYB angrily when DYB make wrong move.

All our throat are dry and hoarse, is like shouting too much after Karaoke. The whole night we all are shouting, banging the table and laughing until stomach cramp...it was so fun and let me forget all the tire and unhappy.Even the introvert Ady also can fight we us for the card and laugh with loud voice.

We take the cute accesories there for a final pose

B仔with shinny Ribbon, Janelle with bunny hairband, Kimmi suppose to wear the tiny fairy wing behind (but end up on her big breat), DYB with the Sparkling Pink ribbon, Sister with the Pirate eye mask, Ady with the bunny hairband also ( but the ear is spoilt so couldnt see it clear).

The moment with family is the best remedies during my emotion period, they had re-charge me for better and making me tougher to move forward.

My family and Fiance are my best pillar!

中国佛学震撼世界的禅语

2010-08-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

1.人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。　

2.如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。　　

3.你永远要感谢给你逆境的众生。　　

4.你永远要宽恕众生，不论他有多坏，甚至他伤害过你，你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快乐。

5.当你快乐时，你要想这快乐不是永恒的。当你痛苦时，你要想这痛苦也不是永恒的。　　

6.今日的执著，会造成明日的后悔。　　

8.不要浪费你的生命在你一定会后悔的地方上。　　

9.你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。　　

10.每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。　　

11.不要太肯定自己的看法，这样子比较少后悔。　　

12.当你对自己诚实的时候，世界上没有人能够欺骗得了你。　　

13.不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的

14.要了解一个人，只需要看他的出发点与目的地是否相同，就可以知道他是否真心的。　　

15.良心是每一个人最公正的审判官，你骗得了别人，却永远骗不了你自己的良心。　　

16.不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩

17. 感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。　　

18.凡是能站在别人的角度为他人着想，这个就是慈悲。　　

19.说话不要有攻击性，不要有杀伤力，不夸已能，不扬人恶，自然能化敌为友。　　

20.心是最大的骗子，别人能骗你一时，而它却会骗你一辈子　

21.当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已　　

22.如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。　　

Heart Broken

2010-08-11T06:29:00.000-07:00

Eventhough I nvr planned to take the offer
Eventhough I hope that would not receive any calls from them
Eventhough Iworry how to reject them

BUT

When I receive the news that i was being rejected, my heart was breaking...

So sad, so down, so dissapointed, so, so, so....dunnoe how to describe the feeling,

I had read the news few times to confirm the result, to find out any reason stated.

Wonder which part I am not well enough? which part I need to improve? What should I do for my coming plan?

CMD & CCS Family Day

2010-07-31T06:31:00.000-07:00

As per request from my staffs, they hope that have outing for our department insted of makan-makan. We had been searching quite number of resort, Mercure Senai Resort that offer us the best package.

The charge per PAX offer to us from RM70 reduce toRM60, beside they provide us extra facilities, food & free gift, that is reali out of our expectation.

My team, CCS & CMD reali enjoy that day, everyone keep telling me 'Miss, best la!'', ''Miss, lain kali, organise lagi''...that's the best satisfaction i got when i saw them happy & enjoy it.

Have a look on our pic

Receiptionist of the day-CCS team
Giant Hamper we bouoght as gift for the top team of tele-match

Posing while waiting for others came

We start Aerobic session before tele-match, we divide the team by colour. The team is group by staff & leader from different team, this is let them have chance to interact with other collegues instead of their own gang. I am blue team

Red Team

Ya, correct I am blue but dunnoe have blue shirt so wore Red. My team member keep mumbling I wore different coulour, then i only Keep apologise told them i will work extra hard in the game

Green Team

Yellow Team

Is family day, we allow the staff bring along their family

Blueeee Team

Black Team

White Team

This group staff, super hiao d lor...when camera point to them, sure can pose it real time

First game:

First, jump within the gunnybag toward next stop

Blow the ballon and sit on it till burst put on the hock to the bottle

Next game: Caterpillar

what that?

Whole team have to step on it walk toward the goal

Looks easy but reali hard, test the teamwork.

Whole team must pull their leg and hand on the SAME time, if either one is stepping on it the wood will not be able to pull up.

3rd Game: Creative designer-We was given alot newspaper, then we have to use the creativity to design the clothe for our model.

Green team got Topi lagi

My team, I am doing the ring & Ribbon

Winner of this session.

The dress they made cute max~~

The skirt they made got pong pong effect.

I am holding the Cone shape on his breast

Last game: Raft building-Build strong raft using the rope, plastic tong & stick, then whole team have used the builded raft cross over the olympic pool, after cross over the pool we have to dismantle the raft. Is another teamwork session

Few raft was not tied well (include my team) broken in middle of the pool.

After match, then they start throw ppl into pool

After whole morning session, we have very sumptumous lunch buffet

The resort, add on many dishes to our buffet, they food is reali great.

During the session go on, the staff there keep checking with us the service & comment.

AEON Credit Family Day

They even gave us 2kgs cake for the B'day boy/girls celebration.

Rempah ayam, black pepper beef, vege, curry taufu, salads, pulut hitam, mushroom soup, cake, pudding & fruits

Everyone looks fresh after bath

Field Visit Team-very naughthy team

They are the person go to customer office/house to discuss for payment

I told already, they love to pose

My boss as usual avoid the function for my department.

so I am the person who start the event, and give the speech.

Nvr prepare for it, so i also dunnoe what i talking

2nd runner up-Green team

First Runner up-black team

Champion-White team

Last but not least

Group potrait!

原来

2010-07-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

原来不设期限还是会导致压力;

原来不设期限只会拖慢进度;

原来不设期限只会把火热的心情变淡;

原来还是一样的...

Volunteer Session at Love Foundation

2010-07-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

I had a very profitable weekend last week, Me & kimmi have joined the handicapped children of Love foundation on Sunday morning.
Specially thanks to my sister kimmi & her Frenz Eela for extract thier precious time for them and they dun mind to mixed around with those down syndrome kids.

Volunteer Louis called me few weeks ago request me to help the their teacher for showing the kids pizza making, they need someone to monitor the kids & look after the oven since those kids having difficulties follow instruction.

Teacher Catherine explain to them what they will do today

Then she give each of them a dough to play around.
The girls called Sook An, guys in orange is Darryl

At first, I thought we have to do the pizza from the crust to the pizza filling but I was overestimate the kids le. Teacher jz showing them the ready bake pizza from Jusco

Teacher repeated explained few times what is she holding, and how to make the pizza.

I reali admire teacher, she reali full of Passion & Patient. She can keep continue talking excitedly even those downsydrome kids don't respond to her, some even walking here and there

Then put a slice a of cheese on top of pizza then send to oven for baking.

You know what? The oven have to let 2 person to Jaga, the kids will suddenly get near to the oven without we notice. One person need to pull them away and another have to standby prevent another get near. They dun bother even u scold them and keep going without failed.

Darryl is smartest among them, he can communicate with you well & assist the center for easy chore.

The home also offer shelter for old folks that need help

They are concentrate to making her dough curry puff

This is Sook An effort

She is 29 (older than me) but her body size is like a primary kids

This one is better shape & can make even 6 curry puff

Is from Kok wei ( if i not mistaken his name)

Quite boy but good in art, he will close his eye when he is quite

While waiting for pizza baking, Teacher is playing with them

The white shirt boy keep running during the session & interrupt Teacher. Sometime he will sit in the circle and the head like cramp keep shaking non stop

Teacher let them passing the ball to each other by jz standing in the cane circle

Maybe for us is easy task but for them thats a great job.

Me & kimmi keep jz shouting & encourage them once they success. We also joined them to sing the song, Kimmi even praise Darryl can memorize the lyric better than her

After the pizza is ready, teacher teared it to smaller size in order for each kids have a share.

While teacher distribute the tiny size of pizza to each person, there is one boy kept snatch from other kids and put in his mouth. Very pity some of them, they dun even have chance to try but already steal by the greedy boy. The greedy boy still not enough even taken other ppl share, he even trying to open the rubbish bin when he saw teacher threw the pizzz box there.

Felt sad when saw the scenario, I told kimmi feel like want to buy pizza for them.

I keep sharing the moment with them happily with my parents and bf (like nothing for me). Yet when late night time, suddenly their face and scenario keep appear in my mind, sad feeling & sympathy mood all appear. Reali pity them yet dunnoe what I can do to help them, what I can do is reali little.

Birthday Celebration for Twin Nephew

2010-07-26T07:22:00.000-07:00

I was invited to attend my god-bro twin sons 4 years Birthdaycelebration, I missed it last year so this time must be theresing song for them

B 仔 and i rushing after 'Predator" to join the function, the celebration held at the Pak Hok Wushu center. Those kids just finish their lion dance practice

Is only small gathering for this 2 devils, with the kids gang that learn the Lion Dance from my god-brother.

Spiderman Jelly cake for Aven & Javen

Before we start sing song, my bro start shouting the kids to queue behind his son for photo shooting, I am wondering whether they are being force to join the session :P

Is my Turn to take photo with B'day Twins

Cake cutting

Javen-younger bro

Aven-Elder

looks like Japenses

yup, there reali twin even they are not alike especially their eye. Aven is single eyelid & Javen have double eyelid with charming looks

Weekend That make us closer

2010-07-26T06:33:00.000-07:00

that are too much pending post, i was having low mood past few week, lazy to on the laptop online. finally i made up my mind to clear my backlog, i promise i will be hardworking this few days.

Last few weeks I am depress on my work, struggle to make decision, B 仔ardt date me advance to for movie, makan big big. However, there is one part of 'potong stem' episode that my mum sudden went in s'pore without tranport that causing us spending extra time purposely go in s'pore in heavy jam weekend to fetch her back.

I have to said that, that arguement make both of us closer and understand better

After reach JB i inisist to go for Don Japense buffet (i wan to enjoy my self before diet program)
I am very very enjoy the dinner that nite, bcoz I am woriless & guiltyless for it even everything not follow the plan.

sashimi
salmon, octupus, tuna

my fav

teriyaki bake fish

grilled prawn

Lala miso soup

Sukura Prawn California Roll

Fried Scallop

chawanmushi

WE ate alot right, but guess how much being charged?

only RM91.75

The food is so-so but the price is quite worth it for you to try

Back Step by Blackie

2010-07-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

back step back step again.

HR coming down to investigate one fraud case commited by my staffs, blackie & other department head is the commitee member for the Domestic Inquiry.

When my unit head enter for interview session on the process flow & monitoring part of my department. That blackie kept purposely asking 'Y you guys nvr do this? this shouldn't done by u guys?' the best part he said 'Y last my time got do this?''

End of the interview, he conclude to my unit head that ''Overall bcoz lack of monitoring causing staff have chance for fraud.'

Fucker!!! my unit head told me, all this while they practice the same even during his Era.
How dare he said that? izzit trying to tell ppl that I am weak department head? izzit he trying purposely tell ppl that if is under him, this will not happen.

If is that, please tell the truth, dun create story that you did that during ur time.

If you are capable, why choose to resigned and telling the whole world my department is evil, you refuse to go back collection when you re-join back AEON

If you are good, then why I nvr see any improvement of your marketing staff in terms of leadership, interaction, even microsoft excel & powerpoint you also dunnoe how to do it..

Remember, 1 finger pointing to others, 4 fingers is shooting urself.

You are still not qualify to comment on me. Wait and see my colour in tmr regional meeting

21屆金曲獎-2010 明天會更好

2010-07-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

Stupid Childsih YOU

2010-07-07T06:55:00.000-07:00

I receive a calls from my marketing frenz.
She ask me to be careful one of my unit head as she always told stupid blackie what i said to them, and this make Kumar . I replied what ever i said is nothing wrong, all is about operation issues even is marketing.

But dunnoe is the person who translate change the story OR the stupid blackie perceive differently. The end, he thought I am playing politic or badstep marketing...then he gave an order to his team ''Do not let Janelle come to our department, especially you girls''

Fuck you!!!! no wonder, nowadays marketing frenz very less chat with me...I thought they misunderstood me that alway do bad thing to their team...

First, i nvr go to your department, each & everytime is you are the one calling me to go.

Second, if you are not happy or dissatisfy to me, just come to tell me directly, pls dun be sissy keep show the face or perli my staffs. This action is showing that you are ''chicken''
What ever i told my unit head, i send mail to you CC to boss. I had stop sending to HQ bcoz he complaint that i every thing want to CC whole world. What i told is truth, if I accuse you please come to tell me!!!!

Stop torture your staffs, if you have no frenz doesn't mean that you did that I will lost frenz...
Pity you...stupid fucker!

Bad thing come with good reason, I knew who is my real frenz...she willing spend time call me just to remind me...bcoz of him, I see someone.

~~*JaN3lLe*~~

I am Married!!!

Counting Down

Bunny Niece Fullmoon Party

Popeye Roma's

Princess Chua 24th Grand B'day Celebration

Finally I am Enjoy

Pre-wedding album Shoot @ SG Bridal

Old fren meet up & Oishii Dinner

Jordan & Mai Wedding

Warmth & Joyful Family Gathering

Janelle Life & My Best Friend Princess

Another step forward-counting down

Ikea and Overtime Date

Taiwan Random Update

Me

Good Friday dinner & Chill out session

I am back

Looking for new

Souther 2011 Annual Dinner

I am Glad To have You

我不快乐...

Crazy me

KLSE Investment: 成功，一次就够了

Memorable and Warm Rabbit Chinese New Year Celebration

悲伤的新年

JY & Rachel Wedding

I am back

Sickcat

Suprise X'mas Gift

Very different and meaningful Weekend

Belated B'day Celebration-Beloved Kakak

Dun be Silly!!!

Wonderful 28th Birthday Celebration

Recover lor!

Happy Birthday B 仔

Papa & Mama Birthday Celebration

Overdue Overdue Post

Games or Politics

勇氣

Don't Regret

Tim B'day Celebration

We finally found IT!

Sweet Weekend-Due post

4th Anniversay Universal Studio Trip

Latest Season Couple Photo

Counting Down

Busy, Busy, Busy

Best Remedy of My Sadness

中国佛学震撼世界的禅语

Heart Broken

CMD & CCS Family Day

原来

Volunteer Session at Love Foundation

Birthday Celebration for Twin Nephew

Weekend That make us closer

Back Step by Blackie

21屆金曲獎-2010 明天會更好

Stupid Childsih YOU

JaN3lLe